人，存在就是有一定的理由。
但是我似乎找不到我我存在的理由。
这几天一直听到，感觉到其实没有我也没有太大的分别。
心里当然不好受。

Seriously hu lik to be feel worthless. Bt sadly, I did encounter tis kind of feeling recently. Haiz forgt it lah.

Heck care others n live my own life! Tats the way!! Woohoo :D

Stay happily, live happily :))

Kkz, abit despo down here. Although I always joke arnd wif frends, bt somehow I feel kinda not sae lonely lah. Bt mayb being attached is also another alternative? Hmm hahaha

Recently 1 of my best frend gt attached. Of coz im happy for her. Bt at the same time, I gt slightly affected coz its been quite long actually.

Its jus a venting out time. No rushing myself to find someone coz I noe if I rush, everything will go haywire de. So, as wat I always tell myself n frends arnd me, jus let nature take its course. I'll definitely find de someone :)

Kkz. I felt better after writing all these :)

Let me learn n stay optimistic :D

i am who i am
9:29 PM

可能。。。让我知道他变了，我才可以真正的放下。
可能。。。让我知道他有女朋友后， 我才可以逼我自己放下。
对，我偶尔还是想起你。
对，我始终还是放不下你。
我，我甚至想过主动去联络你。

我很白痴地想，我想你，你也可能在想我啊。
为什么我不走出这第一步呢？
就像电视剧情似的。 lol
Hmph!!!!! 不可能！不可能！不可能的啦 :)
我没有这个勇气， 我怕，我怕事实的真相。 truth always hurts :'(
我不想因为这件白痴的事情而困扰你。

就让我继续想着你。痛苦一阵子就没事了。
总好过一瞬间地把我从梦中敲醒。

I miss u :)

Ya im crazy. Thx

i am who i am
12:08 AM