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A goat which can swim; a fish which cant swim
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* Tuesday, September 30, 2008 *
I shall list out all my family members coz sometimes i was confused of the diff names i should call.So i jus name out all.


i am who i am
1:20 AM
* *
I wrote a chinese compo,coz suddenly wanna write.LOLS.I took 2 days to write it.I noe my chinese is sucky de,pls no harsh comments,the writer will feel hurt de.

最倒霉的日子

蓝天碧海,宁静的夏天,没有那城市的乌烟瘴气,喝着冰凉的果汁。这真是人们梦寐以求的生活啊。是那么的平静,是那么的舒服。就在这一刻,一阵莫名的吵闹声从我的左边传来。不知是哪里来的噪音破坏了这美丽的夏天。

当我正要去查个究竟时,好似一阵风把我吹到一个熟悉的地方。四处一看,原来我被吹回来自己的房间了。当时我还以为是我的幻觉。幻觉?我便马上挣开我的灵魂之窗 。天啊!八点半了!我已经迟到了!不管三七二十一,我冲去厕所,换好校服便去学校。我心想,搭的士较贵,但是比较快。说已我就跑到最近的的士站。到了的士站,我只见到有几个人在排队,心想我今天因该不是那么倒霉。

人龙渐渐地缩短了,很快得我乘上了一辆的士。跟司机先生说地点后,我喘了口气。做不到五分钟的路程,我感觉到似子地震一般的摇晃。原来的士出现了故障。当时的我真慌了。我真的不知如何是好。我只好下车,乘搭另一辆的士。

当我到学校时,已经是九点十五分了。我便冲去教室。当我的右脚想踏进教室时,我就再犹豫要不要进教室。不知哪里来的一股力气,把我推进教室里。陈老师,学校其中一名最凶的教师。她用那种似杀人的眼神盯着我,叫我回座位,然后把作业交上去。我的作业呢?我一直找,一直找,甚至还把书包内的书本到出来,就是不见那份作业。我想向陈老师解释一切,但是她却不肯请我的解释,叫我从写一份。我当然是不服气,我就盯了陈老师那么一眼。不知被她看见了,我嚼我放学后去见训导主任。天啊!训导主任是学校另一名凶得想砍人的老师。当时我有一百个,一千个不满。心想为何要这样对我,倒霉的事情一个接一个的发生。我真的快受不了了。

放学后,我便去找训导主任。就在这时,我发现我的视线完全被遮盖住了。我只看见恐龙般的身形站在我的面前。是训导主任。天啊!看他的脸像包公一样黑,我就知道一定不会有好事。他竟然叫我去扫整个操场。我看他真的是哪根筋不对劲。但我又不得不停他的话,只好拿着扫把去操场。

我从下午扫到傍晚。足足扫了四个小时。我终于扫完了!可以回家了!回到家时,我的精力全都耗消掉了。我躺在床上自叹 ‘我今天怎么那么倒霉啊!’


i am who i am
12:42 AM
* Sunday, September 28, 2008 *
Was a full time pig today.Was sleeping eating and computer-ing all day.Jus tat pig doesn't noe how to use com or else im really a pig.I was using laptop all day.Nothing to do,seriously i hav nothing to do.

Went to tiong to help papa n mummy buy smth,shun bian giv sock hwee smth.

I always wanted to try the ice cream.Bt till today then i noe is yogurt ice cream so i jus tot of hav a try loh.The 1st bite was eww!I really dun lik tat yogurt taste.Bt wif the toppings added,the taste was slightly better.

So from today onwards,yogurt will not be part of my life CURRENTLY.


i am who i am
1:20 PM
* Friday, September 26, 2008 *
Watched Painted skin.The movie okay lah,normal loh.

Went to eat then to tiong coz lai choon wanna buy donuts.Saw alot of bm ppl lik lye kiat,benjamin and gin wei i think.

Wore heels today.Oww,gt blister.Pain =(

Nothing much bout today.Shall stop here =) nitez


i am who i am
10:12 PM
* Thursday, September 25, 2008 *
Went for run at nyp wif wanwen.Saw gilbert coz both wanwen n gilbert wanna self training mah.I did run too lah =.= Was tired after the run.

There was a soccer match going on.Gilbert lik so pro lah.He noe wat was going on,explain to me why gt 4 or 3 referees.He was in the national team.WOW lah.I tot he was jus his sch's soccer player,i didn't noe tat he actually represent singaprore.Wa.After his explaination,i think i might hav a change of thinking bout soccer le.Hahas.

Went to Ang Mo Kio for dinner wif wanwen.Chatted then went home.Was tired,slept in the train.

Wanna go slp le.Nitez =)))


i am who i am
11:21 PM
* Wednesday, September 24, 2008 *
I came across tis song,dunno from lye kiat's or calvin's psp.Forgotten le.Anways tis song i wann intro de is 青花瓷 qing hua ci.At 1st i also dunno how to pronounce tis word de =.= Tis song quite nice.Darling,i wanna snatch ur scandal le.Hahas.

专辑:我很忙
周杰伦-青花瓷
作词:方文山
作曲:周杰伦
编曲:钟兴民

素胚勾勒出青花
笔锋浓转淡
瓶身描绘的牡丹
一如你初妆
冉冉檀香透过窗
心事我了然
宣纸上走笔至此搁一半

釉色渲染仕女图
韵味被私藏
而你嫣然的一笑
如含苞待放
你的美一缕飘散
去到我去不了的地方

天青色等烟雨
而我在等你
炊烟袅袅升起
隔江千万里
在瓶底书汉隶仿
前朝的飘逸
就当我为遇见你伏笔

天青色等烟雨
而我在等你
月色被打捞起
晕开了结局
如传世的青花瓷
自顾自美丽 
你眼带笑意

色白花青的锦鲤
跃然于碗底
临摹宋体落款时
却惦记着妳你
隐藏在窑烧里
千年的秘密
极细腻犹如绣花针落地

帘外芭蕉惹骤雨
门环惹铜绿
而我路过那江南
小镇惹了你
在泼墨山水画里
你从墨色深处被隐去


i am who i am
9:43 PM
* *
My wish was granted,bt i dunno whether is it :) / :( Ytd,went wif pamela darling to tiong.Planned to watch disaster movie bt i think pamela honey doesn't wan to watch ba.She prefer 4bia so we went to ps.Bought the 9pm tickets.As we still hav sufficient time,we went to loiter around.
Went to eat after the random loitering.We chatted alot, REAL loads of stuffs.Blah blah blah.Wen the clock strikes 9pm,we were already at the entrance of the cinema.I was quite anxious and scared of the movie lah.This is lik onli the 3rd time i watched horror movie.The commercials were rather short compared to the previous movies i've watched.There's not much ppl went to watch at tat time too.
The movie finally started.It started okay.Bt it turned out to be a real horror for me.I shouted lik nobody's business,seriously.I shouted lik last time wen i sat the pirate ship & inverter.Bt ytd's shout was slightly better de lah.
Seriously,i really wan to back out after the 2nd story,so do my darling.We lik cant tahan le.Bt we persevered until the last moment.We quickly went out of the theatre as we dun wan to be the last few to be in the theatre.It was really v scary,and i mean it.Almost 90% of the movie,i used my jacket to block my vision.
Was waiting for darling's parents to fetch her and me home.We sat beside toast box.We were talking bout the movies and other stuffs lah.Bt suddenly,a shadow pass by me and i jus shocked,ran away from the place.Was really scared at tat time.Luckily darling was there :)
Finally her parents came and her mother send me to the lift.Thanks.As i was on the way up,i on the music and tried to distract myself,tried to stay calm lah.I open the door,lik so clumsy bt my mother scolded me coz she said i dunno how to open the door.I was scared mah.(It sounds lik i did smth illegal and wanted to gt home asap =.=)
Called calvin to chat jus to calm myself down and at the same time,waiting for my sis to be back.Im sry to call u during midnight and interrupt u.Im utterly super duper sorry.And thanks for the company. =)
I still dare not slp coz i was thinking of the movie.I kept thinking the last story bout mistress.The last scene was horrible(not tat it's bloody or smth lik tat).Bt im still terrified.So i jus tried my very best to fall asleep earlier then my sis.I also dunno why leh.
*Stupid lao gong,sae the movie not nice,tell u,is super nice loh.They make till so real lah,except the 2nd story.Quickly go watch,go go.
*Pey wen ah.Always tell me the last story so frightening so scary.Hai me dun dare to watch.
Bt is a good movie lah.Had fun wif darling.Will go out next time to watch ''painted skin''. =)))


i am who i am
4:57 PM
* Monday, September 22, 2008 *
Went to meet hubby to return him his tys.I tot he wants to meet me at tiong.Bt wen i reached tiong,i cant see him.He called and said tat he was at bm =.= I went to bm lah.LOLS.
After tat,was going to rush to another place bt i dunno take which way is faster.I was thinking thinking,wanna go to interchange to take 851 to outram and take train bt afraid tat it will be too late.I was stand beside the escalator tat leads to the interchange,i dunno wan to go or not.My mind was so messed up at tat time.Bt yiting sms me saying tat next time then go meet her coz by then i reach,it'll be quite late le and quite rushing too.So ya thx yiting.Im so sorry bout today's incident.
My sis asked me to read a news bout teenagers doing some inappropriate stuffs in public.It was kinda of erm..not so good lah.I still rmb tis is my O lvl chinese oral topic.Mayb tis topic jus helped me loh.Lols
I wanna watch 4bia.The pey wen lah.Said until the show lik so nice.Bt i think it gonna not showing anymore le coz it's quite long ago le.I told my sis i gonna watch tis movie tml night,then she scold me.LOLS.My darling wanna watch 4bia,bt not in tiong and is at night too.So we changed another movie not too late de,also in tiong de.
Hope for a smooth tomorrow. =)))


i am who i am
10:49 PM
* Sunday, September 21, 2008 *
I dunno why i used such tone ytd.I jus dunno why.Im neither stressed nor having any relationship problems.U dun understand loh.U noe u ytd also not urself loh.I can feel it de.Mayb i wanna a change so i jus talked tat way? Im 100% alright. =)
Pls dun be pessimistic now.Tis is crucial now.I dun wan to see u collapse neither do ur frends want tat to happen.So pls hang on till the last moment. =))



Im so tired now.zZz.My eyes seriously are dropping,im jus foring itself to open =.=
Shall slp early today.Tml gonna wake up early to change the passport photo.


i am who i am
11:31 PM
* Saturday, September 20, 2008 *
Had tis dream.Bout tis g**** haunts me.I was terrified,obviously.I wanted to tell .. that i was afraid bt i didn't,i was looking at ..LOLS.The g**** kept talking.It's freaking me out.SERIOUSLY.

Izzit time to think bout the future?Think bout a change of my current life?My sis and mummy wants me to go uni which i doubt i can get in due to my results.Yes,a uni grad earns more then jus a diploma grad.But i noe where i stand.
Someone said bout my course.Ya,she maybe partially right.Bt i still hav my stand.How can she jus sae things lik tat.And she didn't giv us good examples to learn.Jus talk,nothing will come out.

Went to GESS to attend didi's BB 5th anniversary.Man!GESS so nice lah.Better than my former sch?Oh ya,discovered there gt 帅哥.LOLs.I now 发春.Sry for being tat despo.LOLS I lik their structure of the building.LOLS.Saw him getting 4 awards,as his sister,im glad to see he has such good achievements. =)

Wen i saw him n his fellow mates,it makes me recalled the days in secondary school.I MISS SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE!!!Mayb i jus get used of the everyday 6.45am waking up and sing the national anthem and recite the pledge,saying ''good morning teacher'' & ''thank you and goodbye teacher'',wearing school uniform and stuffs.I jus miss tat.

Actually i lik to perform de.I lik be being high? de.Dun lik to jus study.Actually i always wanted to get to perform at ***************** de.Bt i noe tis is jus a cant be fufiled wish.Wen i gt to act in a musical wen i was in sec 1,i was excited?.Hahas.Tat time still small,dunno how to express own's feelings.I hope my wish come true lah.Bt i noe i cant.
Pictures taken:
(Most right hand side and the tallest de is my lao di.Hahas.)





The cakes-choc mint





i am who i am
9:29 PM
* Thursday, September 18, 2008 *
Swam for 1.5hrs or so.Was tanned.DUH.Hui ying was so unhappy? coz she dun wan to be tanned.Hahas.U can be hei mei ren wat,black beauty.

Went for lunch at tiong.Jus as we hav finished our main,hui ying went to buy dessert.There's tis guy,looking for seat obviously asking me whether there's anyone sitting beside me.I said yes lah coz huiying still buying food de lah.Bt he said he needs 6 seats bt me n huiying onli 2 ppl mah.So ask us to take them the seats lah.IDIOT.Then i jus let them hav the seats loh coz it jus me n huiying mah.Stupid guy,no gentleman at all,lik pai kia lik tat.

Went home slept for 2hrs coz im so tired,bt i cant continue sleep due to some noises.Then i jus woke up loh.Mummy nv scold me.Hahas.Coz i jus went for swimming,she understands de.Hahas.

I finally noe my blood type.FINALLY.HAHAS.

Tat's all for today. =)))


i am who i am
10:45 PM
* *
The email/website haven update and im worrying lik siao lik tat.Haiz,dun wan to sae le.

I had a dream.I went to 5 diff places wif my frends-paris,china,hong kong then other 2 places i forgotten le.It was find.I had the chance to noe wat's the texture of the snow,get to sit aeroplane.Went to the famous places lik eiffel tower.
Tat's wat i always wished for.The dream is so nice,bt it's jus a dream.
Tml gonna go for a swim,so hope for a better tml. =))) i think my skin colour abit white,needa gt tan-er.Hahas


i am who i am
12:31 AM
* Tuesday, September 16, 2008 *
Okay.Results was lik same as o lvls lah.Oh well,o lvls i did badly for my poa,so i think u all noe le loh.Bt the rest are okay.It's jus the same as o lvls.LOLS.I didn't felt much sad lah.It's jus tat mayb i might be wasting alot of time loh.Jus tat.

Okay,i sms hubby,telling him bout my maths results.Coz those few weeks or rather months,he's been teaching me lah.I noe i had been killing his brain cells de.Im sorry hubby.U think i not xin tong meh?I definitely wont be xin tong lah.How would i ever forgive a man hu will betray me?Tat's unforgivavle sinner!Lols.(sounds so wrong)

He asked me accompany him to ps cause he today getting pay.I think he wan me go out coz he was afraid tat me alone at home will do some silly things ah.LOLS.(typical drama scene =.=).Went to eat loh.Yoshinoya agn!Wah.He super sianz loh.Everyt=time lik tat de.Then went home loh.

Went for a haircut.Oh man.It's shorter!!!Wah.Sobsob.Bt hair can grow de mah.So is okay de lah.Sis wan maths papers so i asked calvin to giv me half a stack tat i gav him a few months ago de.LOLS.I did smth super wrong.Calvin gt tuition at 730pm bt i met him at 730pm =.= Sry sry,i gt serious stm.

Went to walk around tion,to accompany sis loh.Went to popular then found out tat waist suddenly v achy.Also dunno why.Then we went to basement 1,had durian pancakes.I sneezed wen i smelt durian.Weird uh.The 1st time lik tat de.LOLS.Went home,watched nai ba bai fen bai.Was too tired,fell asleep jus after a few min or so ba.

Mummy said i gt white hair AGAIN.I always said tat it's because of stress which i noe it isn't.Mummy told me is it's heredity.She even told me tat half of my hair will be lik white?OMG.Tat's quite scary.Eat more correct vitamins then will be okay de. =) Anyways it's not 1oo% de mah.Hahas.

Hope for a best tomorrow =)))

coz tml is my beloved mummy's birthday. =)))


i am who i am
10:28 PM
* *
The day i feared has come.Results day!!!Actually i can noe the results now le bt i jus dun wan to face it so early.
Im really afraid,really~~
Wanna find someone accompany me to see my results.
I jus dun wan to face it alone.
I dun wan.
I jus hope tat everything will be fine tml. =)))


i am who i am
12:42 AM
* Sunday, September 14, 2008 *
Yeppies!Today's mid autumn festival.Mummy cooked ALOT of food.Prawns,shao rou,broccoli,fried fish,soup,mushroom.Wah.I super full.No,the whole family including marcus hav a filling dinner.Hahas.
Around 8pm or so,we had MOONCAKES!It's yummy lah.Bt i still prefer the classic flavor.Lols.Had yam,pomeloes,peanuts,tea as the 'side dishes'.Hahas.We didn't go down for candles playing coz mummy said we are grownups n dun wan us to play it =( So we jus celebrate at home loh.We didn't see the moon.It's quite a pity though.We watched shows at the same time.Mummy's so funny today.Everything she sae is nice.EVERYTHING.She wanted my sis not to play com bt she said dian nao as smth else.The 3 of us were laughing lik dunno wat.Hahahas.
Played webcam wif pey wen.Finally her webby is fixed.We were so lame lah.As the insect repellent was jus beside me,i tot of playing loh.I called pey wen as xiao qiang as pointed the mouth of the insect repellent at pey wen,acting as i was spraying her.Hahas.Another 1:pey wen uses her HANDgun n shot me.Of coz,i pretended to die lah.Hahas.Another:I asked my xiao xin whether he wanna kiss the lame queen and they KISSED.Pey wen's mouth so big leh.Hahas.We were v lame loh.I mus admit we were childish n abit ki siao de.Bt i enjoyed it.Hahas.Too bad pey wen's mic lik spoit so cant talk loh.Im the 1 hu is talking onli.So wu liao rite?Oh ya,i still showed her the yr book.Hahas.BM's constipation _ _ _ and big B.Hahas,i think onli 4D noe wat is it.OMG.So fun loh.
I finished the HK drama-学警雄心.I tot tis show is not tat nice bt im so so so WRONG.Tis show is so nice lah.The main leads are so funny lah.OMG 薛凯琪 & 陈键锋 so cute lah.OMG OMG OMG.Im seriously bout it le.NONONO!!I mus control~~~I mus control.Or else i'll be lik last time wen i finished watching 我的野蛮奶奶.I was really crazy over bosco wong at tat time.Hahas.Now,im watching 家好月圆 & 学警出更 at the same time.Oh man,i think i really crazy over HK drama le.(anyways im already is le.Pey wen lah,intro me so many nice shows,hai me cant concentrate on my studies.Mummy keep scolding me coz i always watch those shows using my lappy.)CONTROL CONTROL CONTROL.Hahas.
I was emo too bt jus for awhile.Dun wish to talk bout it coz it sure will bring more unhappiness to me de.Bt i will not to think bout it and forget it?i dun wish to forget it bt by remembering it,it caused hurt.~~Aiya,i hav my HK drama mah.So wen im feeling down,i jus watch my favs loh.
Pictures of foodsss:









HAPPY mid autumn festival =)))


i am who i am
11:50 PM
* Friday, September 12, 2008 *
Today is a long day for me.Went to lots of places wif sis.

Went to the hospital wif sis coz she had an appointment n i wanna noe my blood grp mah(till now i also dunno my blood grp =.=)We saw a v handsome fitness trainer.Hahas.Me n sis were erm shocked..hahas..Finally finally finally,my sis noe the importance of keeping healthy.We went to the health zone(or smth lik tat?).We went to play lah.Hahas.It was quite fun though bt childish.Hu cares.LOLS.For the info,there was onli jus me n my lao jie there coz tat time is schooling time =.= I tot it will be jus awhile so i jus casually dressed myself bt we went out till 930pm.LOLS.

After tat went to bmc to meet junxian coz he returning me thumbdrive.Stupid lao gong,sae me jobless.Im finding job leh.He dunno only,always sae me,also dunno how to guan xin me =(

Went to party world.(sis treated me.hahas).Sang alot lah.Sleepy though.

Went for dinner at lucky plaza.Sis had porridge AGAIN while i had beef noodles.Went to shop.Saw there was a promotion of ip zone t-shirt.I pleaded mummy to agree me buying n i succeeded.Hahas.Bought a t shirt,chosen by my lao jie.

Quite nice.Sis took a Samuel & Kevin de dress and let me try.I quite lik it bt it’s abit too loose le.Too bad they dun hav M size de or else i will buy de.I wanted to buy shorts n kept pestering my sis so she brought me to Giordano to hav a look.She chosed 2 shorts.Both i lik,bt it’s too ex le.Haiz,forgt it ba.Sis comfort me saying next time go bugis buy for me.Bt i think she will forgt de coz she lik has stm.Lols.I noe it’s bad to sae tis bt..erm..ya.Hahas.Oh ya,i saw my baobei daughter,Dorothy.HAHA.Miss her sooooooooooo much.





Tired n sleepy now.Bt not slping soon coz im back to my HK drama.Hahas.

*To pey wen:dun ever sae my blogskin ki na hor.u ki na gal.Haha


i am who i am
10:48 PM
* Thursday, September 11, 2008 *
Today isn't a good day for me.There's some unpleasant things happened today.

I work up late.Mummy gav me a scolding.It's not because i slept late last night.It's because im feeling slightly unwell so i jus dun feel lik waking up loh.Today also no appetite too.Hardly eat anything.Im hungry now,bt still dun feel lik eating.

2ndly,there's someone pressing on hse's doorbell.Mummy open the door bt nobody's outside.Oh man.Hu did tat?So wu liao n irritating.Mummy said tat today is not the 1st time encounter it le.

3rdly and lastly,tis someone add me in msn n did something real disgusting.Dun wanna describe it coz it's too gross le.Luckily my sis was around at tat time,or else i really dunno wat to do le.

This creepy feeling had been following me the whole day.Even i go to the toilet,i will be afraid de even if it's in the afternoon.It's tat kua zhang loh.

Pey wen said 4bia is so nice.I also wanna watch bt she said is v scary loh.Wanna ask my pamela honey to company me to watch.Hahas.


i am who i am
10:28 PM
* *
Yesterday went to junction 8 wif yiting n wanwen(my 1st time being to junction 8).My sis said junction 8 nothing to shop,bt quite alot to shop mah.We did shop,bt was window shop.Hahas.Had yoshinoya for lunch.Was super full.



Went to walk after tat.Jus walked around loh.Shop by shop.We went to the arcade.Lao po 1st time played race car.I was quite shocked.We played alot lah.There's a game tat coz me and wanwen to sweat n tired.Okay,tat game was childish,bt both of us enjoyed myself.Hahas.



After tat jus walked around loh.After tat,we went to hav some dessert,chat.Chat bout finding jobs.Onli left 1month left.Hu will hire someone hu will work jus 1 month de?Coz i dun wan to work wen sch reopens coz will affects studies de.Im thinking of teaching tuition bt i dunno wanna or not.Coz i cant multi task de(already proved by some le).How to balance tuition n studies?



After tat,went home.Actually i wanna take bus 57 back to interchange de.Coz im really sick of underground de.Bt i think i takes lik 1+hr to reach home loh so i took train instead.



Mid autunm festival coming le.The mooncakes are nice.Bt the mooncake boxes are nice too.Both me and my bro used to collect these boxes to put our own things de.Coz those boxes are too beautiful le,not basre to throw away.Hahas.



Prelims coming le rite?Daughter,u mus jia you hor. =) Seriously,u need help,u mus find someone for help.Mus ask ur papa hor.Even ur father suan u also mus find him.Although he always scold n suan me,i mus admit he is smart lah.So pls pls pls,if u need help,pls approach him.If u dun mind,also can come n find me de.For all the students taking prelims,all the best for the remaining papers. =))

It's time for me to change blogskin le.Another bright blogskin.LOLS.Kinda childish rite?Hahas.Pey wen,dun sae i nv change blogskin le hor.


i am who i am
3:15 PM
* Monday, September 8, 2008 *
Oh well,today,was considered quite an ave day for me lah.

Woke up at 735am.The journey to sch was quite smooth,pleasant.FS0802 & FS0803(my class) went for the bonding activity.There was tis ice breaking game led by the DM(Mr William).He was kinda of friendly? ya.Didn't giv tat stern look tat most DM had.In fact,he has the fatherly look.Hahas.Another DM,from bmss-Mr Satwant.He is also another DM-teacher i like.
Okay okay,back to the topic...................................
After tat there's tis game-leading the blind.I was paired wif Ms Marlene,class mentor.Oh man!The journey was SCARY.I think i almost trip n fall.Hahas.Although i was blindfolded,bt i still can see lights.My eyes were open and at the same time,i was listening to Ms Marlene's instructions.Im confused.So i jus closed my eyes n trusted Ms Marlene.How would a mentor harm her mentee.Hahas.YAY!!!We reached the destination safely.

Next,we hav the spider wed game.It was fun though.Really require alot of teamwork to accomplish tat particular activity.Same for the log game.Some did fell down,bt we managed to finish it. =))

After tat,i was to lead Ms Marlene back.Oh man!Actually i was afraid tat i might giv wrong instructions & Ms Marlene will fall.Bt luckily,my instructions were 90% correct.Hahas.

We did some reflecting on the the days in poly lifes.The DM was quite boring,bt i still listen lah coz 1stly,it is quite malu if i fall asleep, 2ndly i respected him.s seriously hor.HAHAS

Went to eat lunch wif yiting n wanwen.I ate laksa.After lunch,went back lah.Took mrt.Oh man.I felt bits giddy partly coz of my ulcer & due to not enough slp loh.

Went back,sleep for 2+hrs loh then blah blah blah.

Hope for a better tomorrow. =)))


i am who i am
10:09 PM
* Sunday, September 7, 2008 *
Gav the album to fang chun.Hope she will like it. =)

Tml fang chun going to UK le.Im sad lah,bt not tat sad coz i wan still see her n talk to her via skype.Hahas.

Watching King Kong.I didn't watch the 1st part of the movie coz it was lik so boring + im so tired,so i jus took a nap loh.Bt after tat,WOW exciting.I tot the movie ends at 11pm so i tahan loh.Coz i really v tired le.Bt i checked the teletext-until 12am =.=

Tml there's a stupid bonding thing.I think the sch nothing better to do. 8.45am SHARP mus reach sch.Also dunno for wat leh.Then i also cant go send fang chun off then the stupid jun xian scold me.Hate him ah.

I've made quite a few decisions recently.I cant believe i hav the courage to face it.LOLS.Coz i always lik to drag n drag loh.Bt now,wif my dear's advice,it aids me in making the right decision.

Hope for a better tomorrow. =)))


i am who i am
11:59 PM
* Friday, September 5, 2008 *
Oh man! I jus received an email.Mon need to go sch for wat stupid bonding activities or watever.Actually i was okay wif it IF i hav nothing on tat day.BUT planned to send fang chun off leh.KAO,damn angry loh.

Im thinking whether i am going the way i want.I doubt so,really.I really feel lik stopping it bt...i dunno.Mayb there's 10+% of passion? or frends ba.Or i jus wanna hav it coz almost everyone is having it?Oh man.Tis feeling is coming back.I really hate it.Im afraid tat if tis continues,the 10+% of passion might even lose.I dunno wanna hang on to it OR jus stop here.Wah.


i am who i am
10:19 PM