Foul mood foul mood super foul mood~~~~~~~~~~

I dun wan to post in FB, i vent to others too much, they will think i v noisy.So i post it here.


Foul mood coz today gt back CT result.I came to a conclusion wen i noe my n other's result.Im really those type cant study de.Really.Although i didn't flunk all,bt i think my result lik shit. Okay, i flunked 2 modules.Of coz the mood down de lah.Sianz lah,wat to do~~~ work hard lah.Really v scared pdd lah, lik serious!!

Okay, other than foul mood, i was angry, bu shuang too.

Okay lah, i noe im not clever as u lah. I noe whr i stand. All i noe. Bt pls, both of u, knowing that my results are not better than urs, not need to talk bout me de rite? Tis is personal attack + it's so freaking rude.

I noe both of u are happy wif the results u all gt, bt can be more considerate abit?lik jus abit? Pls think wat u sae before u open ur mouth & speak.

To someone~~~
What u said today is ACTUALLY VERY HURTFUL!! Do be in my situation and think, pls. U do hav brain for study, why not for tis? I can jus str in ur face and directly shoot u back and i dare. Bt why didn't i? Coz i dun wan to embarassed.
I already noe wat i said jus now u already cant go on continue the convo, so u act lik so extreme.
I always dunno u are sucha person. Hu cares how good u score. So wat u scored better than me. I still gt frends whose grades much much more better than u do.
I dunno if u are out of kind to say these words. I can giv u my gpa, i can giv u my grades. U really think ppl do really 稀罕 for all these?? Do u really think so?
I doubt so, seriously i doubt so.

To someone 2~~~
I noe u better, so i understand. Bt can u from now learn how to speak w/o hurting others feelings? Lik talking bout money, results, r/s. These few topics are super duper sensitive among ppl. Pls use words wif cautious, if not u might accidentally hurt the person u initially didn't wan to.


I really dunno if i really wan to continue on science or not. It's really v difficult to study ESPECIALLY im not those hard core study type.

At a very moment, my mind is blank, i dunno whr to head in the future.

I feel lik crying bt i cant, i dunno why bt i cant.

I feel so numb rite now. I need a bunch of frends tgt, enjoying. Suddenly, i miss frends, i miss the enjoyable moment tgt.
I wan those smiles, those laughters spent wif my frends back~~~

i am who i am
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