Today presentation day.Everyone wear formal to sch.Almost all gals wear heels lah(including me).Reached sch,inchem practical.Do do do.Then after tat,wanna clean the pipette,1 or 2 drops of acid drop on my left foot.WAH.Tat particular spot was kinda pain lah(duh).Told the teacher incharge.Then another person brought me to the toilet and asked me to wash the injury.After tat went to wrap my injury.Before washing,i was kinda scared coz my frend sae acid cant joke mah and gt red patch.It's scaring me loh.Bt after awhile okay le.

After prac went for lunch at south canteen.After tat,did some summerizing and rehersing for the presentation later on.Changed to heels and walked all the way to blk D which is super far from south canteen.Alot of the gals cant tahan loh.Reached the classroom immediately took out the heels.My grp initally is the 2nd grp to present de.Bt the 1st grp de ppl haven come.Im so glad tat im the 1st grp to present.Was nervous lah.Jac was the 1st speaker followed by me.Bixue was the 3rd speaker.She really speaks very fast.Wen she heard the 'ding' sound,she was shocked,so do I.Nabilah end up the whole presentation.Randell asked qtns.I dunno how to ans mine so anyhow crap through.
Next grp - yiting's grp.She said thailand(which is my grp) which meant to be vietnam.Perhaps too nervous le lah.I lik kailing's presentation loh.She can really project her voice loh.She is good.Hahas.Some wear formal looks quite nice.The guys with the tie looks nice too.I dun mind wearing formal lah.Bt no heels.Pictures taken.Enjoy =) (as usual.the words n picture were jumbled up so will lik abit confusing)


The exaggerating bandage (culprit is 16M of nitric acid)





i am who i am
9:19 PM

Starts sch wif the normal of cleaning up.Breakfast was swiss roll mama bought from the coffeeshop near our hse.The swiss roll was okay okay lah.Hahas i love swiss roll.After tat,drag my heavy legs to the mrt station.As usual,the 1st train was crowded de loh.Then waited for the next train loh.Revise intro fs for ica 2.I wasn't late for class.LOLS.Went i reached sch,fiza told me need to study ALL the notes in the lecture!!!OMG LAH!!!I onli studied the 10 revision qtns given!!!OMFG lah.WAH!!!I saw alot of ppl studying!!!I really wan to cry out le loh.Bt i didn't lah.

During maths lecture,i was a good student for around 15min listening to the lecture,bt after tat i borrowed murphy's lecture and started the rush-studying.Although i read through everything,i hardly remember a thing!!!So ppl ask me whether i study,i jus ans them everything and nothing.Hahas.

Just before the test,i was lik ''si ding le,si ding le'' then after tat ''si jiu si lah''Choy rite?lols.Wen i flipped through the paper,OMG!!! i actually noe how to do!!!Hahahas so funny loh.Was rushing through but dunno for wat.Lols.Within 15min or so,i've finish wat i noe.Lols.The rest of the time i was thinking crappy ans.LOLS.Hope tis paper can at least pass lah,which i doubt so.Lols.

After tat,went south canteen n eat.I ate quite alot,so hungry loh.My stomach was thunder-ing in the middle of ica 2 loh.Luckily the thunder was not tat loud or else i would be so damn ps.Hahahas.

Yiting was practising the role play wif her partner,the rest were eating.Duing lunch,thinking of helping frends buy drinks.So went to the vending machine gt justea for yiting n i went to the bubble tea stall to buy bubble tea for wanwen,bixue and myself.I told the auntie i wan red peach tea and is not milk!!! The auntie lik retarded or is an idiot ah.Tea n milk SOOOOOOOOO much diff n yet she dunno.(i pissed.Sry if my words are too harsh.LOLS)Tat auntie super rude loh.Pls.Think the onli stall selling bubble tea very big meh!!!After lunch,wanwen n bixue wen to find my man lols,pamela lah.I took out the inorg chem revision n did some(onli 2 lah) qtns.After tat,yiting n her partner elope to other place le.Hahas.Lao po,u really fang xin leave me wif mariam ah.U not afraid tat mariam seduce ur beloved hubby meh?lols

After tat,i went for french.Did some exercises and revision.Nothing much to sae.Waited for yiting after sch.She was off at 5.30pm ba if im not wrong.Chatted the way to interchange and bid farewell(hahas) to the others.

Reached home around 6.40pm.Watched show until 7pm then go bathe.Was so lazy.Dun wanna do hw today.So tired,wanna jus laze around.Lols.Bt mama scream at me.I,no choice bt to go do hw loh.Sianz loh.Bt before officially start hw,i came to blog.Hahas.

Okay okay.I finish my sian-sian story of today le.Gonna do hw le.

Hope for a better day tml. =)))

i am who i am
12:13 PM

Today climb & run day!!!Abit disppointed and kinda sad coz cant run =( .Bt it's okay lah.Hahas.Track ppl did well for the event =))) Someone called me,makes me feel so worry.I really dunno wat to do.All i jus said was'dun worry',' u will be fine', 'dun think too much' such kinds of words.I really dunno how to help.Haiz.Reached home around 1.30pm ba.Today's my dearest didi's b'day.Bt i jus dunno how to jus wish him happy b'day coz something happened lik a month plus ago.I mus hav the courage and the initiate to talk to him.Bt 1st,i jus tell through here:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DIDI!!! =))))))

Today's weather is far to cooling until my leg is aching till now.All of a sudden,there's a sentence jus pop out in my mind - ''always look on the bright side of life =))''.Ya,mus always look on the bright side and not the dark side.Think too much is always not good.Tis already show effect on some of my frends le.Hahas.So me,myself always mus look at the bright side 24hr-7day. =)

i am who i am
10:48 AM

Today's as the same.Blah blah.Wen i went to photocopy the graph paper,i saw someone.OPPS.yt:i noe my reaction was funny lah.After tat, tut for poe n maths then went to print graph paper agn.And my whole family(including me..duh) saw him agn!!!OMG!!!I was lik ARGH!!!Wan wen n bixue were lik pushing me to the printing shop so i can lik stand beside him.OMG!!!The atmosphere's so weird loh.Never talk to him.Never sae bye bye too.Abit =(

I spent the whole train journey thinking stuffs related to jus now tat incident n some related stuffs.I feel lik im a jerk loh.How can lik tat de!!!Im so angry wif myself,feeling so useless loh.
Haiz dun talk bout it le.

Met up wif some sec sch frends-erlin,pey wen n yue mei at tiong for buffet at rajah inn.The food are food lah.The choc fondue was quite good also.Hahas.Ate quite alot n chatted quite alot too.New news bout classmates/schoolmates.Hahas.Interesting.It's good to meet up sec/pri sch frends again. =)))

i am who i am
11:32 PM

Went to Gardenia.Took bout 30min to reach there.We watched a clip bout the production of the bread.I wanted to take pics bt was not allowed =( . Went around the factory.It was rather warm.Im so amazed by the process.WOW!!!I jus wan to stay there to watch.Hahas.So interesting loh.We hav a chance to test some cheese bread.It's so nice.Hahas.Can make use of wat we learnt during lecture - sensory evaluation.Hahas.We gt banana choc n berries muesli bread for souvenir.Hahas.Tml will bring to sch to eat.Hahas.I tot it would be quite long de.Bt it lasted lik for 1hr plus.It's lik as though im dreaming.Hahas.Wen going back to school,im so tired.I slept for lik 3/4 of the journey ba.Pictures taken,but not much.







i am who i am
11:28 PM

Im sinking!!!Im sinking!!!Wif reports and and projects and presentations and ica 2!!!ARGH!!!Exams coming.OMG!!!I hardly can breathe.Reports are heading to an end bt there are presentations.Need to wear formal.Actually it's okay wif me coz i wear before mah.Lols.Let us hav a smooth journey all the way till end of exams. =))

Tml going Gardenia factory.Free bread!!!Hahas.Am quite excited now coz nv go to any factory before.

Nothing to write.So tis post is kinda short.If i hav alot to write,it mus be tat day's an interesting day or im feeling moody/emo.

Hope tml's trip will be a fun one. =)))

i am who i am
12:25 AM

Today was really a smooth day.Woke up not feeling so tired.Reached school quite early compared to other days.N blah blah blah.The lectures were okay.Trainings went to gym.Sort of learn new things ba.Hahas.After tat,sat Mr guru's car to mrt station.He's so good n nice.Hahas.Went to buy bread wif wan wen at cheers.We jus sat down outside the mrt station,lik beggers.Hahas.After tat,i boarded onto the train.I sat at the corner.At the beginning i was feeling okay.Bt after awhile,my head starts to ache and always lik wan to slp.The headache still here.ARGH!!!
I think i wan to quickly finish my work and sleep early.

Pearlyn,wan wen,justina n me did smth quite diu lian de.Lols.Dun wan to sae out coz am afraid beaten up by people.Hahas

i am who i am
10:33 PM

My blog gonna be dead so im gonna to save it from dying.Lols.
Once upon a time,jasmine reached home quite early(in the late afternoon).She was bored.Then she decided to watch cartoon from kidscentral.And she saw there's a high school musical ice tour in the early aug.Without any second thought,she quickly check the price and venue n ask someone to company her to the ice tour.Some mayb think she is childish bt she dun care.As long as she likes it can le.

These few days,i always gt a feeling there's smth happening.Bt i dunno wat's going on.Thought there's nth special happenings these few days,i jus felt tat something had or would happen.

Nothing much to say.Going to do reports so next wk i wont be rushing through n can hav a nice rest. =)

Tml mama planning to walk some bridge.So as the same,hope for a better tomorrow. =) so as the weather. =))

i am who i am
4:18 PM

Name 20 people whom you can think of right now.Don't read the questions till you've named 20 people.At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.

1)yiting
2)wan wen
3)bi xue
4)murphy
5)calvin
6)jia hao
7)jun xian
8)hui ying
9)sock hwee
10)eddie
11)joanna kan
12)marcus ng
13)bernice
14)pey wen
15)shi yun
16)mei yi
17)eugene-nyp
18)grace
19)pearlyn
20)manuel

Q1:How do you meet 14?
pey wen - wen i was in sec 1.She always entertain me.

Q2:What would you do if you've never met 1?
yiting - how would i noe the ans..Lols

Q3:What if 9 and 20 dated?
sock hwee and manuel - omg.Tat's definitely impossible.

Q4::Will 16 and 17 date?
mei yi and eugene.This is highly impossible.( the guy is damn childish & talkative)

Q5:Describe 3?
bixue - my 2nd daughter.Clever and guai n cute de.( gt my genes.Hahas)

Q6:Describe 7?
jun xian - he is smart lah.The 24 hr 'suaning' machine of jasmine kan

Q7:What would you do if 18 confess to you that he/she likes you?
grace - it would be too shocking for me.And me n her are straight.

Q8:Who is 9 going out with?
sock hwee - i suspected someone.Bt she die die also dun wan tell me. =(

Q9:When was the last time you talk to 13?
bernice-a few wks ago?coz she's busy wif her jc work.I miss her so much

Q10:Who is 2's favourite band/singer?
wanwen - i think is bang bang tang.She loves wang zi

Q11:Would you ever date 4?
murphy - how can i date my maid?lols

Q12:Would you ever date 1?
yiting - we are legally husband & wife.Hahas,No need to date le

Q13:Is 19 single?
pearlyn - yes

Q14:Would you ever be in relationship with 11?
joanna kan - NO!!!she is my sister

Q15:School of 3?
bixue - nyp

Q16:Where does 6 live?
jia hao - jus few blockes away from my hse

Q17:What is your favourite thing of 5?
calvin - his understanding ba

Q18:Have you ever seen 10 naked?
eddie - eee.im not tat pervertic.

The 5 chosen ones to do this quiz are:
1)yiting
2)joanna kan
3)calvin
4)pearlyn
5)pey wen

i am who i am
11:58 PM

I'm sorry





























Ytd,during the bus journey.Though it was onli 15min or so.I thought lots of things.Wat is happiness?Wat is eternity?Can i promise anything tat is forever?Doubts all in my mind.Even if i like someone,should i tell tat person?Wat if i tell tat person?There are 2 choices,simple - reject or accept.If i gt rejected,i will definitely feel the pain.And wat else can i do?i dun noe.I really dun noe.If tat person accepts.Being together??Izzit can promise tat being together means can stay forever?I really cant promise any forever.Neither to anyone ba.( i think)


For the past experiences,wen i encounter such problems,i always avoid it.Dun wan to face the reality.Until now,although still without any resolution,bti thoroughly thought of it le.Maybe tis can help me in the future ba.

i am who i am
4:44 PM

Actually my mood is quite good de.The whole day went smoothly bt wif some small little error?...tat's considered okay lah.Bt wen i reached home n started using my lappy,my mood's lik down all the way loh.I tot i've already given up or forgotten it le.But i didn't.I dunno it will be good or not.Honestly speaking,i miss.........

i am who i am
11:41 PM

Today lecture n prac(making ice cream).Nothing special.The funny part comes wen me n wan wen were at mac.As the previous night,both of us were choinging mb report,wan wen didn't slp the entire night n i slept at 2am.

After we finished our cake,both of us were lik so sleepy.We agreed to sleep until 5.50pm then we will go to the meeting at 6pm.Bt wen i woke up,it's already 5.57pm!!!OMG!!SURE WILL BE LATE DE.so i quickly wake wan wen up.It was quite funny though.Lols.

As were lik rushing to blk E which is the other end,i nv notice the surroundings until wan wen stopped n she saw gilbert.I always wanted to see gilbert wearing formal clothing.It will be quite funny coz everytime i see him wear sports de mah.Today i saw him wearing formal outfit,i was lik laughing non stop.Haha.

Tml's the mindsport carnival.Me and wan wen will be referee for wei qi.Wonder wat will be do tml.Hmm.shall see ba.

I so tired & sleepy today.Shall go slp now.Nights everyone. =))

i am who i am
12:03 AM

Give up or not?There's tis feeling of something tat ask me not to giv up & hold on to the last min.I...i really dunno wat to do.

Tell or not tell?im a person tat is fear of rejection.I really dunno.It's so mysterious.I never know wat's happening around.I jus wan an definite answer.Please tell me wat to do.I...i really dunno wat to do.

I dunno if there's real happiness in me.I dunno if the laughs i made was true.

i am who i am
8:43 PM

Firstly,HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST WAN WEN
Went to china square,pearlyn's workplace to celebrate wan wen's bday.Met grace,eugene,manuel of coz the bday gal.
Bought her tart,brownie,sweet,n doreamon(her fav).Hahas.Chatted n blah blah.(Lazy to elaborate).After tat,went to cineleisure for movie wif jx,hy,jh n jh 3 other frends.We wanted to watch don't mess with zohan initially.Bt the tickets sold out so we watched get smart instead.The movie super super funny lah.We went for pool after tat.Reached home bout 1pm.

Company wan wen to raffles city to buy spike shoes.We cant find it in raffles city so we went to queensway shopping centre to try out luck loh.Wan wen bought the same spike shoe as me bt more cheaper by $1.10 compared to mine =( .After tat we went to wang jiao at anchorpoint there to eat then after tat went home.Picutures taken:
(today post quite brief coz i lazy.LOLS)







i am who i am
9:39 PM

Exams are over.The suffering part is the result part.There's no point to cry over stupid bad results.It's a fact.So no point cry over it.

Amazingly,i did pay attention during french class.Hahas.I felt so guilty wen i didn;t go for training coz i was coughing n was lack of slp.All was to blame myself for slping late the last night. =(

I didn't had much to say today.So let's hope tat tml's celebration will be a success,smooth & happy one.





I did not ask for anyting,i jus wan to maintain tis now.Maintain the current feeling now.I jus wan a process of liking/loving someone.I did not ask for much.

i am who i am
9:47 PM

Poe lecture started my day in nyp.After tat gt a talk bout nyaa n the MINDS carnival.It was kinda boring.Bt after some thinking,nyaa is kinda of good too.(* considering whether wanna it or not)Training today was okay lah.Wan wen joined the sprinters' training.It was tedious for her though bt work hard n rmb try to relax and u will make it. =)))

After training,i bought apple pie for dinner coz i hav no money left.Hahas.After eating,i moved to another table.i was sitting on a chair wif jun hao's bag.Then gilbert sae u butt where gt so small.(gilbert - i noe my butt is big n bt i still can sit!!!)Dunno how it started,everyone is talking CHEMISTRY especially manuel.Wah.I secondary sch also nv study chem.They all bully me loh.they kept talking non stop bout chem.I was lik shouting to stop them.Think they laughed at my action to stop them coz it was drama lah.There were 8 ppl there - jasmine,wanwen,gilbert,mandy,jun hao,jabez,eugene n manuel.

After tat 'chemistry' talk,we chatted some other else.There's a new person in track ,also scl de.We chatted bout our modules n stuffs bout scl.Then i asked him his name - jabez(if im not wrong).I was asking bout ppl's chinese name and started tis 'making fun of ppl's chinese name' session.Lols.

4 wen by train n 4 by bus.Train - jasmine,jun hao,jabez and mandy.Bus - wan wen,manuel,gilbert and eugene.Jun hao n mandy were talking & me n jabez were talking.Me n jabez were talking bout scl stuffs lik the lecturers n prac/tut teacher.I tot jabez is the 'always speck english' type of person bt he's not.He tot tat i was.Lols.Coz i was talking in eng ba.Wen i start a sentence,i'll start wif eng n will change to chinese.Bleahx.Then jun hao was laughing.=.= It's so mean to laugh at others.Hahas.

I tot i wont fall asleep during the whole journey.Bt after awhile,wen the train reached bishan,i really cant tahan le.I jus close my eyes and rest/sleep for awhile.When sleeping,the head will swing here n there de mah.How i wish i can lean on someone to prevent myself from swinging my head.Hahas.

Reached home n watched HK drama.Hahas.Ate fried rice then after tat I was in front of my laptop for the past 1hr to do the bo liao things such as blogging?lols

Want to do part of the report le.Bye

Hope for a better tml. =)))

i am who i am
3:02 AM