y let the star lead my wa

* Tuesday, April 29, 2008 *

Why gt the stupid advertisement??

Why do i say those words yesterday??

It happened too fast.I was not fast enough to catch up.

Why he wan to tell me?mayb if he nv tell me,i'll not feel tat bad.

But why he wan to do it?why why?

Im afraid tat he will be rebellious till i cant communicate wif him anymore.

It really disappoint me.I jus cried n cried .Dunno wat to do.

Why i did tat stupid action?Izzit right or wrong?I really hav no idea.

Wat am i suppose to do next?No clue at all.

Is there something tat i mus giv up on?

Whenever i see them tgt,i will automatically turn to emo mode.

This must be stopped!!!Dun wan tis to happen to me.

I really dun wan!!!PLEASE STOP THIS!!!AND EVERYTHING BE AS NORMAL AGAIN.

I really cant tahan the double pain.Dun wan it to affect my life as well as studies.I DUN WAN!!!

HOPE FOR A BETTER TOMORROW.

i am who i am
9:52 PM

* Sunday, April 27, 2008 *

Yesterday stay back in school for some cca and planned to do lab report wif wan wen.Bt was distracted by the audition of the foreign bodies.Actually onli wanna see murphy dance de.It's murphy's turn!!!Wanna take some pics n video bt they said forbidden so no choice loh.Please lah!!!MURPHY WAS LIK DAMN COOL LAH!!!He really can dance loh.Totally shocked.I told him..if he go rebond his hair,go make his teeth or whatever and wear contact lens instead of specs,he will definitely can mi dao de gals in SCL loh.Lols.

Now...today!!!Athletics orientation!!!Tiring yet fun.
Tis morning tot me n wan wen gg to late n surely will kena scold by coach de.Bt in the end,no loh..coz coach not there.Lols.Went to the room,introduced ownself thn blah blah blah.

Ice breakers was after tat.I tot it would be the boring of intro names again.Bt it was not.They planned some activities.The 'do do' dance was lik so cute lah.So funny also.Tat's the punishment for losing the game lik tat loh.

Went to play the somekind of treasure hunt gam.Sounds fun bt super TIRING loh.The next station to another is from 1 end to another end loh.Eg:From south canteen to block E,stadium leh.Each of every station is lik tat lah.Im not the running type leh.Sianz.Stations:
1)the chair thing
2)run around the world
3)so near yet so far
4)locker thing
5)water bombs thing
6)the crossing each other thing
(not in sequence.Roughly bout tat ba.Some i forgotten le ba.)
After the treasure,legs were lik super aching lah.Butts also the same.

After tat,went to the swimming pool.The rest played captains' ball.I didn't realise tat the seniors are so funny n crazy de lah.

Overall,i really did enjoy myself today lah. =)))

i am who i am
12:06 AM

* Thursday, April 24, 2008 *

Firstly HAPPY HAPPY 17th DELIA BIRTHDAY =)

Now start the proper blog.
Had chose Athletics n not both tis n adventure club though i lik adventure club so so much as well.Went for the long dist ytd.I was thinking of try loh bt in the end,i ran lik 1 round than cant le.Haiz,i really cant run.Will stick to long jump better ba.Hope i can improve n improve my long jump.Hav training tml.Hope it wont be a tedious.Noe tat both me n wan wen de coach is diff person.Scared the coach in charge of the jumps will not be tat fierce or strict loh.

Hav camp in the coming wkends.It's lik somekind of orientation thing loh.Saw pearlyn too at the stadium.Tat' great!!!Hope will be fun lah.Bt i gt work on tat day.Than lik cant take leave lah.Damn piss off lah.F*** lah.Pls lah.Walau.Super bad mood lah.Gt a adventure camp next wkend too.Wkend again.Sianz lah.Dunno wat to do loh.

Now print the lecture notes,tot notes until i wan ki siao le.I think my classmates also loh.Print till my printer no ink.Sianz lah.Think the students alot of many ah.Always need to buy ink leh.Ink not cheap leh.Sianz lah.

Today,physical practical.The damn irrating n always gt PMS de teacher!!!The whole class lik nv do anything than she start to scold le regardless of anything we did.Tis kind of teacher ki siao rite?I think FS0803 cursed n scold her from the start to end of the lesson loh.

Had several lab reports to be done.Sianz.Doing tml at sch.Hope will be a smooth n good day to do the lab reports loh.Dunno tml wat stay in sch till wat time.Scared till quite late.

Tml lik alot of thing happening loh.Training,do lab reports,company my dear daughter n of coz the lessons(till 5pm leh).Sianz lah.

Oh per lisss...hope tml will be a super super good day. =)))

i am who i am
10:30 PM

* Sunday, April 20, 2008 *

Went to east coast wif hy after work.Worked at garden today.Today okay lah.Long time nv work at garden le,also quite slack.Onli gt 1 stupid damn irritating exchange loh.Buy wrong buy wrong.Thye blind ah.OPEN WIDE THEIR EYES N SEE PROPERLY LAH!!!After tat went cycle wif hy.V shuang loh.V windy there.And wen cycle fast,the feeling's real good loh.Past by a chalet.2 storey de loh n is nice too.Told hy wanna book their after her o lvls.Bt she sae tat area is popular de n is expensive de.Went for pizzahut after tat then chat for awhile wif ntuc ppl.Then went home loh.

Quite looking forward to tml coz 1st lesson is maths.Like maths.Hahas.Suddenly i lik miss all the secondary school frends n teachers.Will go back visit wen im free.Hahas

Advertisement 1 of pink dolphin(bt lik no link leh)

Advertisement 2 of pink dolphin

Ask hy to shut her eyes..bt she nv.Lols

Nice loh!!

Me n hy

Aeroplane 1

Aeroplane 2

Me n hy de bike.( lik couple bike rite?lols)

i am who i am
11:05 PM

* Friday, April 18, 2008 *

It's been a wk le.School's life pretty good.1st wk comfrim more clacking de mah.Sometimes will gt confused gt tutorials cancelled bt not everyone in the class noe bout it.Than lik hav to wait for 1 or 2 hrs for the next lesson loh.Can rot leh.Hav 6 modules tis semester i think - (1)Maths for life science (2) Physical for chemistry (3) Inorganic chemistry (4)Introduction of food science (5) Microbiology (6)Principle of econimicsPus an elective(french)

The maths of life science need A maths de loh.I abit struggling loh.Always trouble frends.So sorry wen i disturd u.Then more cha.I dun hav chem de foundation loh.Onli the 2 pathetic yrs( sec 1 n 2) learn abit onli loh.Gt 2 modules need chem de leh.Wen the teach asked hu nv had 'o' level chemistry,i didn't noe im the onli 1 hu nv take chem de loh.Lols.All the symbols n wat term n words i also dunno wat's tat loh.Sianz..mus ask frends to teach me A maths n chem le.

Went for the cca orientaion.It was lik so cool lah.Me n wan wen signed up for the adventure club n the athletics.i wrote long jump n long run(which i think i cant make it),while wan wen wrote the short n long dist run.Wan wen signe up for badminton as well.Dunno which 1 to choose from.i love long jump n love adventure loh.Love to kayak loh.Wa!!!Sianz lah.If i join both,im afraid i cant concentrate on the academic side loh.Sianz lah.Dunno which to choose.Yi ting n bi xue chose the dunno wat lah.Something lik community service i think.

Bought somethings for kai ling n murphy tgt wif wan wen n yi ting.Hope they will lik it.Lols.

The red shirt guy should change place wif the blue shirt guy.Then the green shirt guy should change wif the white shirt guy at his left hand side loh.Raymond lik tot for a long time still could not gt it wat me n yi ting they all trying to sae.As long as yi ting n the rest noe wat's tat can le.Lols.

i am who i am
8:49 PM

* Monday, April 14, 2008 *

1st day of school.There will be for sure excitement,the fear(dunno why0,anxious,eagerness.Cant slp ytd night.Onli till 2+am then can slp bt i nv oversleep though.Reached yio chu kang control station arnd 8.30am.Actually meet wan wen,bi xue n yi ting at 8.45am.I kiasu mah.7.45am leave hse le.Lols.Saw alot of gald from FS0803 de.Then wen all reached le,all of us jus walked to sch loh.N we were late.We cant find the lecture room.We were lik late le n cant find the room.I somehow bits pissed off loh.

1st lesson - maths.I nv know tat my course need A maths leh.How lah.The 1st part - algebra still okay lah coz E maths hav mah.Bt came to functions.I abit lost le,gong gong lik tat.Kept on asked yi ting how to do.1st time encounter such qtns loh.I somehow panic.Lols.The lecturer is funny lah.His teaching method quite good n i can concentrate.

2nd lesson - Intro of food science.This was a total torture for the whole class i think.The lecturer kept on talking n talking.Jus tell us wat the notes are.I think if i read it,it wont be tat boring lah.Really cant tahan in the beginning.The notes lik...so thick???OMG!!!wen he's gonna finish.Bt after tat,there's some or little of copying than tat can at least kept me awake for 1hr or so.Wen his gonna finish,almost everybody packed there bags n tried to run off from his lesson ba.Hope his next lesson will be a slightly interesting one.

Lunch break.Went to the buy the labcoats n the goggles.Reached there,bt the door was locked.(tat's wat we tot - coz there's a student pass to tap to enter the room mah.)Bt we saw ppl walking in bt w/o tapping their student card.The 4 of us(bi xue,wan wen,yi ting n me) lik so gong lah.Went to buy the stuffs.(labcoat-$13 each ; goggle $5each).Bought 2 labcoats n 1 goggle.Went to the printing shop to buy the maths notes.Wen we reached there,there were lik SO SO SO many ppl lah n all of us plan it to buy it tml.After tat,went to mac for lunch.

Last class of the day - french lesson.It was fun n funny.The lecturer was lik acting funny lah..Learnt the 26 alphabets in french n some simple greeting n words.Eg:beau means handsome,merci beaucoup means thank you,je t'aime means i love you n more loh.

Ended class early.Papa went to fetch me home.Slept along the journey coz not enough slp.Realised tat there's some bmss de seniors in nyp.So happy lah.Hahas.Hope for a better tml =)Really hope FS0803 class hav great bonding soon. :)

i am who i am
6:29 PM

* Sunday, April 13, 2008 *

Went to ps for the movie 'run papa run'.Funny show lah.After tat hy sae she wan to eat mah.So went to tcc for some bites loh.1st time been there.Food okay lah.Is expensive de loh.Wallet left less than $1 at the end of the day.Walked back from orchard.Scared lost our way coz im the one hu is leading the way at the very very beginning.(only lik for 1min??)After tat,hy leads the way.
Lik long time the ''happy family'' nv go out tgt le.Had alot of fun.Share alot of laughters.Everybody was lik sweating on the way home.Jx's kena niao by his mother.Lols.Me,dunno whether im really awake or wat.Jus noe how to spell S O B E R S O B E R...on n on.Bt gt a slight slight headache lah due to the tiramisu loh.Jh's lik some emo guy jus listening to songs.Hy???lik man gal,talking non stop?lols.Reached home bout 1plus?late le lah.After tat of coz is zZz lah.Pictures tells the whole story bout yesterday:

Mine n jh's drink.Lychee soda mint.(something lik tat)

''tcc''??? jus plain bo liao-ness

*no comments*

Son's pizza thingy.Quite tasty

Mine n hy's dessert,tiramisu!!!

My son,jh

My daughter loh,hy

Dunno wat he's looking at?Gals?lols

Jus plain zi lian

Ah lao's dessert.If it's mango,i'll love it.

Happy family meal.Lols

the bill - $66.50.Is ex de loh

movie ''run papa run''

i am who i am
11:10 PM

* Friday, April 11, 2008 *

Meet eileen at bm for lunch then after tat we went to wisma coz i sae i wan to take my phone for service mah.She sae her sis also wan.so ask her bring me to wisma coz i dunno how to go lols.(orchard de bai chi).Reached there le then the person in charge there is no stock for w580 de keypad.Wth lah.My unlucky day.After tat,wen we were heading to far east(1st time go LOL),it was raining super heavily loh.Luckily i had a umbrella.Bt it too small for 2 person le.Bt no choice mah.Finally after a super super LONG journey,we reached far east.

Gt a lot of clothes indeed.Bt lik too much flower le n some too mature.

After dunno how looong,i finally bought a shirt which coz me $22.Considered okay lah.Quite nice also.Bought belts too.(3 for $10).Regretted at the first place bt after tat okay le lah.Saw a top,$30 nice de loh.Eileen also sae quite nice de.Bt $30BUCKS LEH!!!v ex leh.Still need to buy laptop.Sianz.

After tat went to cineleisure than go walk walk loh after tat went home.

Had enjoyed myseld wif u,eileen n ur frend.Thanks :))

i am who i am
7:24 PM

* Tuesday, April 8, 2008 *

After me orientation,troubles in ntuc nv stopped.There were complains n super super ma fan de customers dun wan tis tat sae buy wrong or smth.Super damn irritating loh.Actually tot of not continue working le coz there's some unpleasant? happenings.dun wish to sae.Hope the matter will resolve soon loh.Today,short $30 over dollars.Mus pay $20+ leh.M?y pay already damn little le lah now still mus pay tis stupid thing.WA!!!

Buying laptop soon.happy?Okay lah.Bt think mus pay by my own.Aiya,dunno lah.Now supr qiong leh.Think bout money than sianz lah.

School's starting soon,next mon.Excited?Ya lah.To meet my classmates again loh.Bt 1st day of sch leh.Sure comfirm plus chop alot of ppl de loh.Then the mrt sure squeeze lik hell.Thinking of going sch early.Bt is lik 9am leh.I dunno if i can wake up on time loh.

Jus saw the timetable.Dun quite understand leh.Sianz leh.Tell myself tat school will be interesting,school will be interesting...

Bought a cashcard at 711.7 bucks.Consider cheap or expensive?dunno lah.

Tml till fri off day.Going to take my hp to service n shun bian maybe going to far east buy clothes.My clothes lik pathetic-ly little lik wat loh.Now still gt money than buy some loh.

Read a novel recently.(internet,onli lik 20 chaps).It's v singapore based.Nice story n romantic lah.(i believe you - the title).Almost till the end of the story le then it sae for the ending,pls purchase the book or whatever lah.So lame loh.Temp the readers the buy the book.Bt i will still buy it lah,if it's not expensive loh.Lols

*Hope for a better tomorrow :)

i am who i am
7:46 PM

* Saturday, April 5, 2008 *

Today is a TOTAL SLACKING DAY!!!Wake up 10+am then do the washing up n blah blah blah.Around 2+pm,nothing else to do so took a nap.Slept till 4+pm after tat watch tv,bt nothing to watch de.Then around 5pm or so wen to tiong wif mummy.WEnt popular n dinner too.After tat went home n now posting loh.

THE END of 5/4/08

Sometimes i always wonder am i an idiot or wat.I jus canr handle things properly!!!Relationships n feelings really can kill me.Why why why!?!?!?Whenever i encounter such things lik i lik tis guy or tis guy lik me,i'll be v v v vexing n dunno wat to do.Cant do tis n tat.so stupid loh.Or am i a despo or something,i really dunno lah.Freaking irritating wen come to stuff lik tis loh.Hope tat i can handles such things wen times past by?Aiya!!!Dunno lah.Whenever,encounter tis,i really wanna avoid it coz i dun wan do something tat's stupid loh.

Hope for a better tomorrow =)

i am who i am
8:45 PM

* *

Last day of orientation.Today it's jus bout touring the library n learning some IT training loh.Bout 3hr loh.After tat company yi ting to the TFA to buy her laptop n wen to koufu for lunch coz my stomach was lik singing non stop lah.Had lunch tgt wif wan wen n bi xue.Had jap food.It was nice lah.Bt gt onions(dun lik).Bt overall the food was nice.Chatted bout alot of things.Idols,schools perosnal lives...

Im worried the 1st day of school(14th apr),the met will be occupied wif tons n tons of ppl or not.Later i had to squeeze till my face mus touch the glass door.I hope tat wont happen.

Nothing to do tml leh.No work.no orientaion,nothing.Will be slacking at home loh.

Jus gt my pay.Quite little,$600+ onli.Abit sianz loh.Anyways,now wif the pay,i gonna buy bag n clothes(it's a must!)

And once again,the days were saved(2,3,4/4/08),thanks to the wonderful ogls - syakirah n bing chao!!!

i am who i am
12:57 AM

* Thursday, April 3, 2008 *

2 or 3 days nv go work le.Miss ntuc de ppl SO SO SO much.Lols
Miss uncle,mother-in-law,ah lao n many many many ppl.

Lets start the proper - 2nd day of the orientation(more fun n fun n LOADS OF FUN!!!)
Bits of sweating in the beginning.Tour-ed around the school.After tat there was a talk of smth.There was 1 bout elective all yr 1 mus choose.It's lik so interesting lah.Me n some frends decided choose japanese.It's lik so fun n interesting lah.

After tat we had discussion bout the performance which we die die mus do 1 de.Lunch break was after tat.Was given time to prepare n rehearse our performance.

3.00pm.All at the auditorium.Class by class,they presented their performances.It was funny n funny n more funny loh.Cant laugh non stop loh.Finally it's FS0803's turn.Was nervous of course.The rhythm was abit luan in the beginning.Bt after tat considered okay le ba.Yi ting kept blaming herself loh.Wah dun lik tat leh.I think i also gt fault lah.Her hands super cold de loh.She super nervous de loh.Anyways,it's over le lah.We hav fun during the period can le.

After tat the OGLs performed.Wah!!!super funny de lah.After tat they sae gt wat surprises.Omg loh.A drink to acknowledge we confirm are npy students.It was SUPER DUPER disgusting loh.After i drank it i really almost vomit out.The colour n the smell really lik so so so disgusting lah.

Went home.Squeezy again bt not as worst as yesterday's de.

Really enjoyed these two day de orientation.N thanks thanks thanks the FS0803 de OGLs.Syakiarh n bing chao!!!Thanks to both of u for these 2 day.Really really appreciated it. =)))

Monkey moneky.Lols.Onli me n yi ting noe wat's tat.LOLS

i am who i am
10:48 PM

* Wednesday, April 2, 2008 *

1st day or orientation.Was scared n nervous of course.Luckily mother companied me to sch.Was lik SO SO SO shy lah.Nv talked until lik in the afternoon.The activity was kinda of fun lah.Bt lame de loh.

Starting of the programme was the most common-ice breakers.Everyone starts of intor themselves loh.One by one..one by one...none of them from around my area de loh.All lik from sengkang,toa payoh n so so far from my area loh.

Made a class flag n a class cheer.Bt abit no enthu lah.Jus noe each other for dunno how many hrs n min onli cant be so enthu de mah.

Had the wat suspect game lah.Lik ran around the whole sch loh.Sweating lik wat sia.Running n sweating.Can jian fei le.Starting to talk to some of the classmates.They are fun ppl loh.

After tat,there's a telematch.Played several games.Tiring again n sweating again.There's 1 game tat required to form the longest line so the whole class took out their shoe laces.Bt at the end,i onli found 1 of my shoe lace.Bt luckily,i found another lace bt which not belonged to me.(lucky or unlucky)

Forgt 1 super impt thing.My class is FS0803.Tis will follow me the rest of my poly life.And my classmates,will talk n interact more n more wif them.

Reached home 7+pm le.Hope tml wont be as tiring as today.

Hope tml will be a wonderful n less sweating day. =)))

i am who i am
9:33 PM

* Tuesday, April 1, 2008 *

Not feeling tat well today due to the curry chicken mama made.Im not blaming u,curry chicken.I jus blame myself for eating too much of u coz u r too delicious.Lols

Went to k(again) wif sis onli.I super long time nv go out wif her le ever since she had bf.Zhong se qing mei mei.Sang super lots of songs coz onli the 2 of us loh.

After tat my ah lau called me ask me teach him how to make a blog.He ah,wah!!!super gong de lah.Jus lik he sae,IT idiot loh.Me jus now abit lik talking to a chicken?no no,more lik a cow.Coz is lik kind of dui niu tan qin.Lols

*Ah lau,i noe u will DEFINITELY see my post de.Dun be angry hor.Later u go find 2nd mistress.Bt i wont be angry de.I'll treat her NICELY de lols.
I now then realised tat tot me n u already divorced bt why 28mar tat day lik still tgt?Lols*

Gonna slp early bt not now coz tml mus wake up 6+am loh.Wah!!!Super early loh coz tml working at 8am mah.Bt onli till 2pm.After tat can go home slp loh.

2aprorientation-dunno will be emo mah.Kinda of scared loh.N also mus wake up at 7+am leh.Bt mama she she gonna company me to sch.Good loh. =)

Tml 1apr.April fool.BEWARE!!!EVERYONE!!!hahas

i am who i am
1:02 PM