Happy 22nd birthday to me!! :D yeah im 22! Okay nth much to be excited actually.
Tis bday is actually one of the special one to me. Recently before my bday, smth unpleasant happened. I felt so terrible. Everything in me jus drop drop n drop....my confidence lvl, my happiness, my laughter. It jus seemed lik everything was vanishing soon. Im sooo worry bout my bday, bout how I wont be happy despite of my bday. Bt seemed lik tis bday has becoming to turn things to good :)
Bt im glad, im so glad I enjoyed my bday well! :) I didnt worry bout the previous dumb worries. All I did was jus to enjoy my day. I dun care bout anyone else. Its my day!! I jus wan to be happy. Jus wan to enjoy myself!
Okay I admit. Im scared of someone. His action n whatsoever affect me alot so whenever he's near me, I'll jus use my earpiece as my shield, hide myself in the world of music rather than face de reality. Okay he sms me wif a bday greeting. I ought to be happy. Okay I felt relieved bt seriously I nv really care much. Tat sms doesnt mean much to me.
Yeah I did enjoy myself. Went to night safari wif ber n her bf. 1st time went there so kinda excited lik some kuku kid. Hahaha bt agn n agn I did enjoyed myself to the fullest! Thx for the present n heart-filled card made from my ber ber. Love u always!! <3 br="">
Okay another person wished me happy bday. Ya I noe its normal. He started pm me. We chatted a little. Didnt put so much interest in the convo. Woah! The person initiate a chat after almost a yr. Why why why?? Bt seriously, I dun really giv a damn bout it. Actually I wanna another person to initiate the chat. I noe I can do de initiative bt I really need loads loads loads loads loads of courage, thick skin n braveness to do tat.
Okay abit out of topic le. Okay im 22! Yay! I jus hav an awesome bday cele. Bt tis isnt de end yet. 22 yrs old is actually not smth big nor scary. Bt its de growing up part tat is really terrifying. Parents, colleagues n bosses will hav higher expectations of myself. I dun really care bout work part lah coz its doesnt consist alot of my life. Bt parents do consist loads n loads of my life. I cant let them disappoint mah. Lik those simple doing household chores n giving some or more allowance. Care more for them. Yeah! Tat de way!! :D De responsibility will be greater, heavier. I cant be tat naive kid tat can do watever I wan. Tis is also de initial stage of having my life a serious plan. Sounds pretty scary rite. Bt I always hav the mindset of we will eventually noe how to handle things wen shit or situation happens. So 既来之则安之 mah. Hahaha im trying to find my cheerful, my optimism back. Slowly slowly lah. Hehe :)
Okay hope for the better future!! :D hehe
Lastly, I thank all ppl hu wished on my bday be it advanced, on the actual day or belated. All wishes to me ACCEPTED!! Hahahahaha Love those hu care n loved me n those hu I love n care. Muacks!!
i am who i am
12:48 AM
Tried making mango mousse!!!!! Not tat smooth though. Bt I lik it! Hehe :) quite a complicated process in making de mousse also. Shall try out other mousse flavor.
Today is his bday. Happy bday to him :)
i am who i am
12:35 AM
