Whr shld I start. I tot I haven been posting blog for jus mths. Bt my last post was a yr+ ago. Kkz time for an update.Okay.im a newly working adult now.working in tis stupid company for 1.5yrs. It was good initially bt wen I was kena transferred, shit happened and happening everyday.
Seriously its dragging me to go to office, to work every single day facing all de shit all arnd me. All de politics, all de micro manage are seriously making me crazy day by day. Wat is hanging me is actually 1-2 I wouldnt sae colleagues, bt frends.bt im certain even wif de support given to me, it wouldnt be pushing me for long. Im still young, I still wan to pursue diff career. I still wan to try out other things. I still haven giv up to work in a food company, to work as my dream job. Tat would be so fantastic.Its still cny period n I jus came back from msia. I can sae tat it is a fruitful trip other than those foodies goodies n ang pow :)
The journey from msia back to home isnt a short 1 so it gav me time to think loads of things n thus decided to blog bout it.....On the way back to Singapore, I was watching hk show as usual. After tat, I looked at the sky. It filled wif stars, literally. Mayb not fully filled bt it is smth which I wouldnt gt to see in Singapore, such a urbanized country. It was soooo beautiful, so romantic. No wonder they always sae it is romantic to see sky of stars. I tot of jccy wen I saw tat beautiful view. I was imaging.omg I imagined to see tat beautiful view wif him!!!!! It was so beautiful. I mean the tot was beautiful as well. HahaI noe nth will happen lah. These few yrs he kept appearing on n off in my mind. I guess de onli reason coz I structured him as a superrrrr nice person n he didnt really sae it out mah, lik verbally. So I still would hav such thoughts loh. Actually these thoughts makes me happy sometimes lah :) bt is okay, its jus my tot wat.I recently saw his fb post. He posted smth lik frends become strangers. Tat would be me n him loh. Bt aiya, I also gt alot frends tat become strangers. Bt the strangers btw me n him are lik totally strangers, literally strangers, no communication, no interaction, not even a hi or bye. Its kinda sad rite. Aiya, me loh. Suan le lah. Let bygones be bygones loh.Anyways, back to topic. I doubt his frend cum stranger is talking bout me as well. So jus take it easy loh.Now, my family. Kkz I was saying I've become a working adult for a period of time already rite.
Kkz, my papa start talking to me bout giving him some 家用 loh. I was thinking u n I are working n u obviously earn more than me lah still need me giv for wat. Its not lik I totally nv contribute any. I did giv to mummy mah, simply coz she's not working loh. As yrs pass by, I think my papa become more materialistic which I super ultra dun lik bout it :( bt after the thoughts during de journey back home, I realized tat he is my papa. My papa tat always care for me, for his family. No matter how materialistic or how money minded he become ( opps hahaha), he is still n will be my best papa. I always rmb he initiate to fetch me home on the 1st day of my poly. It always sweeten my heart by thinking bout it.We didnt dine out tgt as often. Bt wen its jus me n him eating tgt, I really can feel tat he really wan more father-daughter bonding session. I always tell myself to always create more bond btw me n him, bt it always turned out otherwise. I tried to take de initiative to talk to him bt he somehow will reply it back sarcastically, which I hated de most. Bt suan le, he is my papa mah
Okay. My bro. Wah super irritating. Super high ego, super high self centered. Seriously I cant take it. N super easily gt hot tempered. Seriously bth max!! Why does he always thinks tat he is always right, he doings is always for de good. Walau!! Seriously typical leo! Forever dun listen to other ppl opinions de. Hope he can really grow up n learn things, listen to ppl opinion n words n not always saying things which hurt ppl. Really 一针见血 Im trying hard to stay strong n try to correct him wif his always thought of onli his thinking is correct.Alright! I shall stop here. I've enjoyed de cny cele in msia n still slpy too though. Haha tml my sis rom. Woohoo!! Nv really been to the rom before leh. It will be another new experience loh.hahaha kkz time for my hk show as usual :)N agn, long time nv write liao. Wish for a better tml, or rather a better ltr :D hahahahaha