Actually nth de.Really actually nothing de.I gt my laptop on,as i was bored,i looked at my past (FB & blog).
I really didn't expect it.I really didn't expect my reaction turn out to be lik tat.
I've looked at the past.I saw wat i wrote on FB & blog.I wrote alot bout u.Wen i was reading,my tears were running out.It's been 2 yrs!!!2 yrs!!!Why cant i forgt u and totally like someone else.It's so terrible.I tried so hard forgetting u bt i cant!!! I really cant!!!
I dunno if i regret liking u or not.I jus noe tat liking u makes me feel terrible now even is yrs ago.
Everything is all my fault:
Liking u for making me terrible is my fault;
Waiting for u lik an idiot is my fault;
Always wanting to forgt u bt in the end in vain is my fault;
Looking/recalling back at the past makes me feel terrible is my fault
Im sucha sucha failure.
I cant get myself to hate u.
How i wish i've nv met u.
i am who i am
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