Although i dun lik the way she talked to me,bt i cant admit tat her words were correct,mayb not totally.
Wenever i went to an event lik camp or change to a new environment.I changed,not to the better side,bt to the worse side.After poly,my lifestyle totally turned upside down,i think i've become much more hot tempered.I cant control my temper.I dun wan lik tis.
I dun wan to slp late during sch days.It will makes me hot tempered and not pay attention to anything.It's quite scary.I wan to return back to the real usual me.
I dunno why wen mummy jus nag at me,i will easily lose my temper.Im scared tat i'll become any monster n will say or do anything to harm my family.
