let the star lead my way

* Thursday, October 30, 2008 *

Tagged by shihui :)

1. Do you own a handphone?
Lik duh!

2. Who is the asshole who tagged you?
Shihui.Hahas.She's definitely not an asshole

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
Hmm,depends loh.I gt my ki siao family too

4. What would u do with a billion dollars?
Tat's ALOT of money.Eh,save half?the rest?mus ask mummy

5. Will u fall in love with ur best friend?
Depends.

6. Which is more blessed,loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loving someone.Coz is jus within me and myself.

7. What are u gonna do next?
Dunno.Study or slack.Jus either 1.

8. If the person u secretly like is already attached,what wouldu do?
Wish him happiness and jus slowly let it go.

9. Is there anything that has made u extremely happy?
Im always v happy de bt not come to the stage of extremely happy lah.

10. What makes u angry?
Wen my stupid sis nv clean the room.Ends up i need to do everything myself!!

11. How would u see urself in 10yrs time?
Working,planning for marriage?LOLS,think too much.

12. Who is currently the most important people to u?
My real and fake family. =)

13. What is the most important thing in life?
Love.It's a must for everyone!

14. Would u rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Dunno how to ans.

15. What is ur favourite colour?
Can i be greedy?I wan all 7 rainbow colours.LOLS.I like blue.

16. Would you giv it all to relationship?
I wont.Coz i still hav my family to giv to.

17. How are u feeling right now?
Confused.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the person has done?
It depends.Normally i'll jus auto forgt wat horrible thing happen to me bt if the person acts lik a jerk then i would not ever forgive and forgt it.Bt in most cases,i'll just forgive and forget.

19. What do u want to tell the someone that u like?
Wat for?i dunno lah,haiz.Jus let things move by itself.

20. 5 ppl i have tagged:
Yiting Peywen Jia hao Bernice Murphy

i am who i am
9:19 PM

* Tuesday, October 28, 2008 *

Watched HSM3.OMG!!! It's damn nice fantastic great best awesome fabulous supreme terrific excellent.
Dunno can think of wat word le.The finale is so damn nice.I really love it loh. LOVE HSM :)))

Bt no more le.Haiz.Hahas.Be contented. :)

i am who i am
11:47 PM

* Monday, October 27, 2008 *

Hesitated for a long time whether to blog or not coz really lik no mood loh.Bt ended i did blog -.-

Okay,whr should i start?

I've spent a whole nice afternoon slping n eating.Nothing to do.Nah,jus tat dun feel lik doing anything.Leave everything tml.Jus laze-d around loh.Until late afternoon,mummy suggested going to telok blangah hill park.I was on,so on coz i always wanted to go there for years.

Initially,papa didn't wan to go coz he seldom exercise de mah.He rather go to some shopping centre and eat loh.He wanted to go back home bt ended he joined us.=.= Reached there.Went to hort park for a walk loh.Plants plants and plants.Took lots of photos of plants lah.Hav a incomplete family photo coz sis was not in.So,sianz loh.Walked till 7pm then we went to the telok blangah hill park.By then,the sky's already dark le.Total of 2.8km.Papa sae we would be walking until 11pm le.He's so exaggerating lah.We jus took merely 30min or slightly more to finish the walk.An achievement?lols,Doubt so.

I kept looking down while walking.It's lik damn scary can.My legs jellied wen i looked down.Hahas.I was scared tat wen i looked down,i'll stop.Mummu scolded me coz i blocked her way.I rmbed wen we walked the sunway lagoon tat bridge.It's 100x scarier lah.I think i rmbed tat kah wai kor kor carried me to cross tat bridge.Im small,so im carri-able.Okay,back to telok blangah hill park,after awhile okay le.Wasn't sweating much,didn't noe why.

Walked till the end le then headed to henderson waves.Went to telok blangah cresent for dinner.After tat,bused some.Mummy n papa had a minor arguement.Didi n me did not stop them,bt instead,we were laughing away.Coz it's lik damn funny lah jus becoz papa said smth wrong.

Reached home.Watched the jin qu jiang.Eason chan won so many awards lah.Pey wen love him lik siao.Wen eason chan received an award,i bet pey wen rushed to the tv screen n kiss it.Hahas.Eason chan's really a good singer.I lik him too bt not as siao as the lame queen.

Pictures:

Dragonfruit

Mummy n papa :)

Lemon

Pomelo

Smile :)

Mummy :)

Papa n me tested it out.It really danced

Telok blangah hill park

i am who i am
12:52 AM

* Saturday, October 25, 2008 *

Had tis dream,dreamt of him.Shall not further elaborate it.Dunno is a nightmare or a sweet dream.Haiz.

Was at home all day until sis ask didi n me to jurong for dinner.They adopted a schnauzer.It's super cute.Super super cute lah.He v active.Hahas.

Nothing much today so nothing much to write.

Hope for a better tml. =)))

i am who i am
11:21 PM

* Friday, October 24, 2008 *

Quite a pleasant day ba.Prac n lecture okay.

Prac by the beloved Dr phoon.Blah blah blah.And he asked hu nv take chem in o lvl.I noe tat nobody will raise de except me.Sianz lah.Nvm,used to it le.

I didn't slp during lecture although abit tired lah.Coz i was eating sweets all the way,so i wont slp loh.So i understand today's lecture.Wahahahas.

Lunch hr,3hrs.Went to north canteen.Ate prata.FINALLY.The prata not bad.Ate 2 pieces,i was so full lah.I saw him jus infront of me.Omg.At tat moment,i lik accidentally dropped the prata.It's purely coincidence loh,not because of him loh.I was shocked.Abit b......... lah,bt not obvious.My mind kept repeating the same scene loh.Omg lah,i was confused lah n scared too.

Went to amk nearby de market initially to do smth for our proj bt somehow the ppl wont cooperate.So no choice loh.next wk than do loh.

Reached home,online.Chatted wif my beloved,noe it was jus hilucination?lols.
Dun wan to write anything else le,no mood to write.

Hope for a better tomorrow. =)))

i am who i am
9:30 PM

* Thursday, October 23, 2008 *

Im now in a subconcious state,half awake onli.If i hav any typo error,pls forgive me.Hahas.

Coz i super tired.Woke up at 7am to meet peywen to go sch tgt.Sch end late too.Bt today considered early compared to the normal ending time.

I jus wan to start off the report now n go to slp early.(i hope i can).Everytime i sae i wanted to slp early bt i'll end up slping around 12+am or 1+am.Hahas.So it causes my eye bag worsen.So wanna go buy the $0.90 mask to remove my panda eyes.

I'll talk bout today's prac.Well,had 2 pracs today-biochem n cell bio.
I tot biochem would be a disaster bt it turned out okay.Bt quite rush coz mus do 7 experiments in jus 3hrs?lols.The teacher n the staff in charge quite good lah.The teacher-Ms loh v cute loh.The look n the character.Will lik her lah.Hahas.

After a 2hr break,cell bio.I tot cell bio would be interesting coz i prefer bio than chem.The prac was jus normal observations of the diff cells.Bt the teacher,my god,2nd karen ho.Sianz lah.Another stm 1.Oh man,sianz.

Someone in the nyp family mus hav been cursing me to wear specs coz i cant see probably n hav blurred vision.Sadness.I dun wan to wear specs although i always sae specs is nice n i wanna to wear it.Hahas.Bt frends sae wear specs super troublesome de.Tml i'll jus bring specs to sch jus for emergency.LOLS

I now lik v retro.Listening to some almost a decade de songs lik the huan zhu ge ge.Today i kept singing aaron kwok de "dui ni ai bu wan".Hahas.

Going to do the report now.

Hopr for a better tomorrow. =)))

i am who i am
8:58 PM

* Tuesday, October 21, 2008 *

Thx to my family.It's okok lah.N the english pro,tml will elaborate more bout it. =)
I finally can concentrate all on my studies le.

I I dunno.I dunno im doing it for nothing or wat.Im jus waiting,Waiting for the day to come.Im jus afraid tat it comes out not wat i expected.Ya lah.Im afraid lah.Afraid of the truth.

Im not emo-ing lah,jus wanna vent? out.LOLS

i am who i am
11:14 PM

* Monday, October 20, 2008 *

Day 18-ave

Another wk of the sch.
Sch was pretty good.Jus tat need to wake up early loh.
Biostats-was okay bt abit going to doze off tat kind le.
3hr break-was choing-ing the tut.I somehow noe how to do le.Hahas.
Phy for food sci lecture -it was boring lah,bt for me okay.I was paying attention bt the two beside me(murphy n yiting dozing off le).I lik phy so i gt oay attention.Bt until the last 15min or so.Oh man,my eyelid dropping.Coz the Calvin lik too young le n lik dunno how to teach.And his pace super fast de,abit cant catch up.
Organic chem tut-Was boring bt Ms lye is good.I mean her teaching.
Phy for food sci tut-better le.Was doing qtns.Kinematics!I dun lik tis topic loh.Man!Then the Mr calvin was lik talking non relevent things.LOLS.I really dunno wat his mind filled wif loh.All the chimy words n theorys.He lik jus older than us by a few yrs bt the thinking lik older than us lik a decade?or more.Opps,no offence.

Murphy,as the leader,sent the things to the teacher in charge.He took super long loh.End up 6plus then went home.(sch ends at 5.20pm i think so).Train-ed home.Saw biao sao.Chatted wif her then saw kor kor.Not coincidence.They met up.After a small chat then they alight at chty hall,byed to them then went home.

These few days stomach not feeling well coz the weather lah.Changes everytime de.Kena stomach flu.Sianz.Today i gt i okay le then i drank bubble tea.Bt after awhile,lik 10min or less,my stomach pain again.Haiz.

My shoulder!!Super achey!Bag v heavy.Actually today de bag was okok lah.Jus tat the lecturer told us to bring laptop n we tot gt prac so brought lapcoat.Bag lik twice as heavy loh.Now i think i will not be walking straight le.LOLS.Wanna buy a backpack!

Tired now,bt need to study. =)))

i am who i am
9:21 PM

* Friday, October 17, 2008 *

Went to little india.Oh man,it's damn tiring lah.Lack of slp.We finished it kinda of fast then we went back to sch.Had lunch then went to walk walk around the sch,after sch lesson time.

We tot the lecturer was ms lye was we were lik haiz,sianz lah.Bt we saw more lecturers in the LT-Mr stewart,Mr jay,Ms lye n Mr samy i think.We yey-ed coz the lecturer was not ms lye bt we regretted the yey.(later i'll sae).The lecturers announced bout the personal growth calculator(pgc),the tutor thingy n captains ball.Hahas.Wanwen n me so high loh.Hahas,oh man,cant wait for it.

Then proper lesson time,by Mr samy.I tot he would be interesting bt IM WRONG.He was rushing through the whole chap,dunno wat he was talking bout.He's fierce.He shouted in the mic,so loud lah,damage my eardrum.And lastly,he is tall.80% or more of the lecture was suffering.It was so boring.I was so sleepy bt i cant slp.Util the last 30min or so,he joked abit then i was able to pay attention for lik 10min.LOLS.Was super tired n sleepy mah.

Train home.Nap-ed there.My head again lah,irritating.Haiz,no choice.Mus bear wif it loh.

Tml will stay at home for the whole day.Yey,can slightly relax abit n most importantly MORE SLEEP.Bt i will not slack at home de,i try.Hahas.

Hope for a better tomorrow. =)))

i am who i am
10:49 PM

* Wednesday, October 15, 2008 *

Day 13
I tot i would be late today coz had tis terrible stomachache before i went to sch.My stomach ached from the moment i step out of the hse till nyp,lvl 6.OMG lah.Almost late for class bt luckily.Hahas.We had a less than 1hr lesson then over.Wahahahas.Had tis project.We need to create a food or new taste of the food.Required to go to certain places.Grped wif my family.Hahas.Happy.Then ms lin liang said there was no communication skills lesson...then the whole was lik "cancelled" "cancelled" "cancelled".Oh yeah!The lesson really cancelled.Hahas.The whole class lik all strike toto or 4D lik tat,so happy loh.

Went to chinatown for the project wif the family coz 9+am end lesson le.Saw raymond's grp.Hahas,so coincidence.They went to little india.851 came.The whole family sat at the last row,jus nice 5 ppl.We were taking pictures of our dumb faces,ez link card.Yt n me were listening ti music n chatting while the crazy 3-ww bx n murphy were playing their new creation of the "hai dai quan".So dumb loh.HAHAS.People were looking at them coz their laughters too loud le.So diu lian sitting wif them.Im sure yt also tot the same as me.Hahas.

Reached Chinatown.Yey!Initially wanna go to the food street to check whether we can find some research there n go eat.Bt we went to a hawker centre.LOLS.We lik went around n around chinatown loh.Went to the food street,order some food n hav some discussions there.The whole thing so funny.The discussion was rather long lah.Then we went to the nearest mac,lucky chinatown de.Bt there not enough seats so we went to peoples pack de.We were discussing the time n day n venue n wat the things are are going to do.

Initally we planned sat to go to geylang bt murphy will be working at sat.3 gals going to geylang lik not tat good mah.So we tot of asking raymond company us to there coz gt guy will be better mah.I sms him then he called my phone."raymond ah,你拜六free吗？u noe the food project rite?你可以陪我们去..." i said.I ps,dun wanna sae tat word,so i pass the phone to wanwen ask her to ask raymond."对，我是wanwen,eh 你可以陪我们去..." wanwen said.Then bixue took the phone."u noe 我们要去little india,Chinatown and…"bixue said."geylang ah".Raymond so clever.Hahas.We all so ps to sae tat word loh.OMG,it was damn funny.Anyways,all the time n stuffs all fixed.

Saw fiza n carel walking into mac too.So coincidence loh.After awhile we went home,i solo,sadded.

All the best for the O lvls ppl. :)

Hope for a better tomorrow. =)))

The dumb faces HAHAS:Murphy,Bixue,Wanwen,Yiting,Jasmine

i am who i am
10:20 PM

* Tuesday, October 14, 2008 *

Day 12
Im a sinner,had mcspicy for lunch.The contents of sodium,carbo n fats is alot.OMG

Ya,sch was fun,interesting lah.Im referring to ~~all~~ some modules,bio stats n phy for food sci.Oh man,i dun lik biochem.It's so damn theory based.Sianz lah.Dunno mus used up how many MB or even GB of my brain le.

I enjoy tuedays :) except for the biochem lecture.

Tat's all for today,nth to talk bout it.

Hope for a better tomorrow. =)))

i am who i am
9:46 PM

* Monday, October 13, 2008 *

Day 11
slightly below than ave

1st day of sch,nothing to be anxious bout.Had biostats,phy for food science n organic chem.OMG maths.Hahas.Had 3 hrs of break.No no,is 4hrs.
The 1st 3hr(9am till 12pm)we have had our breakfast(10am) n did maths.We onli noe how to do qtn 1 n 2a,stupid.Coz the lecturer onli lik teach a few so we onli noe how to do the very front part.After break was ph for food science lecture.

There's tis quite kuku n la-ta looking man came in.He looks boring,bt luckily he is not.He said things lik ahem,eh..dun wanna sae.He's cool lah,as in his talking.After tat,another hr break.Went to print the notes.Oh damn.IT'S ALOT!!!We used the 1hr to print n staple the notes n nv had our lunch.

Until 4+pm lik tat,i was super hungry,so did yiting.Both of us were so hungry loh n yiting couldn't pay attention.

Finally tut ended early so we went to eat.Yiting sae she wanna buy the notes,bt in fact was buy the wedges.LOLS.I was lik huh?buy notes? Coz we really printed alot of notes le.

Funny part:Wen yiting asked wanwen whr is the venue for next lesson,she said CL1503(i think so).CL1503 is a module code.-.-
Bixue took out her ez-link trying to scan the card scanner.In fact,mus use the student card mah.1st day of sch damn gong.Hahas.

Im super sleepy now,going to read through today's lecture then will go n slp.Nitez.

Hope for a better tomorrow. =)))

i am who i am
10:06 PM

* Sunday, October 12, 2008 *

Day 1o
okay okay

111008
Went to teach tuition.Serangoon.The tuition was 12pm bt i leave hse early coz i scared i might be lost.Took train to serangoon then bus to interchange.Stupid sis cheated my feelings,sae mus take bus to interchange.Bt the interchange lik 1 bus stop away onli,walk there also can -.- Waited for bus 315 as it is the onli bus tat i can onli take de.I waited the bus lik so long lah.10+min or so.I tot i will be late,bt im early by 10min.Hahas.

I was nervous lah.1st time leh.Hahas.Went in,saw tis little boy which is my student.I tot he is v naughtly type loh bt he okok lah.He is a v nice kid,wanna good grades,gt into good sch tat type of kid lah.He gt 2 chinese tutor.Wow.Every subject also gt tution,so poorthing lah.2hrs quite fast,teach awhile finish le.LOLS.Actually i was lik teaching slowly lah.Hahas.I was not teaching v good,lousy lah.Pls dun blame me,coz is my 1st time mah.I'll improve the next time de.

Oh ya,forgt to sae,im teaching a pri 4 boy,chinese.Hahas.

After tuition,met sh to see the ring.I didn't noe my fingers are lik so much bigger than sh's.Hahas.Went to eat then met catherine.We chatted lah,alot.Hahas.Chatted bout LOADS of stuffs lah.All gossips n O lvl stuffs.

Catherine cutie,i promise u de n i wont break the promise:
Both maths n science B3
Both maths n science A2
Either maths or science A2

She can hit 1,i will treat her smth,bt not 5star de lah.I not tat rich.Hahas.Promise i will treat u smth nice de. =)))

Tml start sch,sianz lah,so...

Hope for a better better tomorrow. =)))

i am who i am
8:25 PM

* Friday, October 10, 2008 *

Today-MINDS
101008
Helped out in the MINDS carnival.Woke up at 7am.Did the watever cleaning up then way to go to sch.Lols.The sun super bright lah until im going to chao da le.LOLS.Was outside the sports hall,finding charmaine bt cant find her.I was lik gong gong de.Dunno whr to go until i receive a msg saying go to the nafa area or smth lik tat.

Had briefing and off we went to the sports hall for the preparation.I was helping charmaine's stall-cake walk.Settle down everything then came the MINDS ppl.At 1st i really dunno wat to do then after tat charmaine jusm lik explained to me then i noe wat to do le.I went to la ke n played the game.

The instructions of the game:There are 10numbers.When i blow th whistle 1st time,they walk around in anywhere they lik.After tat,i blow again then the ppl mus stand on a number.While charmaine or me will pick a number.The number tat is picked is the winner.
The game is simple,jus to let the MINDS ppl happy.I see them smile i also will feel happy de.

After for dunno how long,we left wif no more prizes,super pathetic.So me n charmaine went to other stalls loh.Went to wanwen n woonching's stall,manicure.Hahas.Wanwen,such a boyish person was actually doing such a girlish thing?!?!?!Hahas

Jun hui always make fun of us loh.Jiao huai his buddy.He is guai shu shu n huai ge ge.Hahas.He v bad loh,said me n char are the bad guys.Hmph!!Hahas.Tat guy also cute lah.

We went for lunch.Kena scolded coz nobody was at the stall while we were away.After tat,not much ppl came to out stall bt they wanted to play.So me n char. jus joined in loh.There were performances bt both char n me were jus too tired so we jus lied on the table.Had a super short nap coz afraid ppl will scold mah.

And finally the dance segment!!!The MINDS ppl were dancing.At 1st,they were shy bt after tat alot joined in the dance.It was super high de lah.So fun.They were so on loh.Seeing them smile really makes me happy,makes me wanna smile too =) :) C=

The party ended n we were lik doing nth.There's a balloon n a marker.I drew Alex face(onli eyes,mouth n name).My drawing lik erm..hahas.The rest of the face was drawn by Alex.

Introducing Alex's twin bother.Hahas.The spiky hair,the nose...etc
No need to guess,im the 1 hu is holding it.I shoulf hide behind Alex de loh.Coz yiting sae the balloon lik my head.Lols.

Jasmine,Charmaine,Yiting,Woonching,Wanwen
Shortest to tallest(dun be mistaken,im not tat short,jus tat i bend down)

Bought the books for next sem.I flipped through,i was lik omg,next sem onli gt 6 letters to describe: S.U.F.F.E.R

Was tired lah.Took 851 home,slept throughout the journey.Was super exhausted n sleepy.Fall asleep around 9+pm.Now i still v sleepy.

Oh ya,another thing.I adopted a kid.His name is Eddie Koh jun hao(hy asked me to do tis.lol).He will be the elder brother for my youngest daughter-sock hwee.Welcome aboard.Hahas.Welcome to tis weirdo family.

Tml teaching tuition.Nervous n scared DUH!My 1st time leh.Hahas.Dunno how to teach.If leng chang then v pai seh loh.

Hope for a better tomorrow. =)))

i am who i am
11:43 PM

* *

Day 8

Ytd,091008,went to sch coz Amir said there's a trng for the orientation.9am mus reach sch.Ya i reached sch around 850am.I was waiting there then i saw miss calls from yiting.Guess wat,me wanwen n yiting no need to go for the trng.Wat the lah.I can slp at tat time leh.Sianz.

Went to orchard to walk around .Had long john for breakfast i supposed.After tat we walked around.We realised tat none of us is a member of kbox.Sianz.Bt we went to make 1,shared the money.Clever wanwen.Hahas.Wanted to go to cineleisure to sing k bt lik not worth it so we went to hougang instead.It's really quite wulu de loh,especially the toilet.

We were super high de.Hahas.Had super fun wif them.I think the 1st time we cant finish the food loh.Sang from 2pm till 7pm.Yiting went back 1st to celebrate her mummy's bday while wanwen n me continue sing until 7+pm.Planned for dinner at hougang bt i no money,sry.Then went home.I was so tired.So so tired.I slept from Kovan to Clacke quay i think.I really fell asleep.I hugged my bag n slp.Hahas.When i woke up,i saw somekind of policeman or security officer in the train.I was shocked.I wonder if there's a criminal or smth.Hahas.I've thought too much.Kena influenced.

Back home,aunt n her family came.They were in the living room while i was in the master bedroom,i was sleeping on the floor.I noe it was gross lah.Bt i was super tired.So i jus slept there for lik eh 20min?.Smth lik tat lah.

Was fun wif yiting n wanwen lah.We were lik so high loh.Alot of pics taken bt need wait till wanwen upload so i can hav the photos.So jus bear wif it n while waiting,there are still 2 photos i took.Hahas.

Reflection:Wanwen,jasmine,yiting

The room:K8

i am who i am
11:24 PM

* Thursday, October 9, 2008 *

Stupid-idiotic-bai chi-brainless de SIM JUN XIAN
You said today u will come out wif a name bt u nv!!!U tis da pian zi.欺骗所有人的感情！！！

Tml u better think of a name or else i divorce u n chop u into mincemeat n sell to the butcher!!!Wahahahahas

i am who i am
12:30 AM

* Wednesday, October 8, 2008 *

Day 6

Yesterday
went bmc mac to coach hy bio.Jh taught her poa.Nth much.Then went home.I finally can watch first class.Tis drama is damn nice n funny lah.Bt i've missed quite a no. of epis le.Sianz.Watched 都是大发现 and 流言追追追.Bt nice.The dou shi da fa xian go funny.I love tue.Wahahahas.

Today
gonna be slacking at home the whole day.Woke up at 12pm.Mummy was angry due to obvious reason.Now hol leh,let me relax a few more days lah.Shall watch movies tat i planned to watch-"the strangers","what happens in vegas" and "it's a boy girl thing".

I've jus watched the strangers.Bt not the full movie lah.I found it abit boring.LOLS.Mayb coz im watching at home so it's kinda of boring.

I dunno why,today feel so sleepy,always feel lik sleeping.Bt i noe wen i lie on bed,mummy either nag or stare at me de.Sianz lah.

Omg,i really lik first class loh.Super nice,super funny.Hahas.

Today i'll try loh,try not to agitate mummy.

The long planned kbox trip was cancelled due to the stupid trng of the orientation thingy.Damn it.Was angry n disappointed.Next time ba,perhaps.

Woots~~Jay chou's new album is out.Really lik all his songs.He also v shuai le.Bt parents dun lik him.Also dunno why.Wanted to buy his album bt no money.Haiz.Love him.Muahahahas.Sry,abit too agitated.Hahas.魔杰座!!! =))

i am who i am
2:30 PM

* Monday, October 6, 2008 *

Day 4

Went to sch to settle some stuffs.It was fast then company wanwen until 5pm then went home.Bused home.The bus journey was 50min,quite fast.Next time shall take bus to sch.Spacking bout sch,ive checked the timetable.OMG!!It's a total crap.
Mon 8-640
Tue 9-250
Wed 9-150
Thurs 9-730
Fri 9-4
Ya,tis sucks.Bt wat can we do leh.We mus accept it mah.Sianz lah.

Didn't eat alot today i suppose? Hahas.Today's temper okay lah.Jus tat jus now mummy wanted to watch chn 8 n didi watched chn 5.Bt i wanted to watch chn U.So end up im now facing the screen typing loh.Sianz.Mus wait till 12am then can watch.

Tml gonna teach hy bio.Actually not teach her de loh.Ask her do can le.She super dok gong loh.The whole tys nv touch.Pro Pro.Tml will let her suffer?lols.Hahas.

Hope for a better tomorrow. =)))

i am who i am
8:10 PM

* Saturday, October 4, 2008 *

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO SOCK HWEE!!!
Meet jx at tiong control station at 1230.Bt i was late.Ya,im sry.Wen i reached the control station,i realised tat i've forgotten to bring my wallet.I rush back to take.Luckily my sis help me take down.I was lik panting n sweating lik siao =.=

We take train to tamp.Was chatting loh.Went to buy the cake at Qbread.Actually we wanted to buy cake from other shop de coz Qbread lik erm ya lah.Bt in the end we still went to Q bread to buy a choc cake.We did all the preparation until lik 2+pm.LOLS.Tat time(1+am) sh was still waiting for us thinking tat we haven reach tamp.LOLS.We went into the control station n jus gave her the cake loh.

Went to walk around at tampines mall mall n century square window shop.Went to both arcades.I gt abit confused btw 2 malls,like the same.Lols.We had a piece of the cake.V creamy bt the taste okay.

Sh bought a necklace forgt from which shop le.Planned to buy friendship rings for the "family".Hope the ring thing will be settle during the hols.

Had kfc for dinner then went home.Now at home.Sis dunno go where,papa working,mummy n didi went to msia.Sianz.

My voice was lik so man today loh.Hahas,had flu n cough.A few days ago i realised im a person hu will gt cough easily de.

Tired,bt dun feel lik slping.Lol.Download wedding dash n diner dash.Shall play games.BB

Wont count today coz nobody at home n lik whole day wif frends.

*For photos,go to jx's blog.

i am who i am
8:27 PM

* Friday, October 3, 2008 *

Day 2
Went to vivo wif yiting.Walked around loh,she taught me eng.Ya then we went to alot of places lah.
Pet safari:OMG lah,the dogs so cute lah.I lik the bulldog.Seriously it's super cute.Aiya,all the dogs are cute lah.Wen i saw watching the dogs,someone tapped me,i ignore it coz i tot is yiting hu was tapping me mah.I turned around saw Mr Tan,i was shocked.Hahas.Saw some nyp ppl there too.Chatted for awhile then when to other places.

Mac:Yt wanted to eat the mac ice cream so we went to mac loh.Bt she saw the wasabi fries,she was distracted.Hahas.She wanted to eat the fries as well as the ice cream.I asked her to buy both bt she sae she wanted to control her diet so we jus bought the fries loh.Went to outside vivo there to sit.We chatted lah,eating the fries.The fries okay lah.Not tat spicy though,the spiciness diasppear after a few seconds.We were talking then yt shouted ''eh rainbow!''.Ya rainbow,v nice loh.I dunno how long i nv see a rainbow le.It's really v pretty,very pretty.After lik dunno how long,we saw Mr Tan again.Such coincidence.HAHAS.He said he saw double rainbow in Thailand.He was so lucky lah.After we saw the rainbow,we make a wish.After a while,we saw another rainbow.WOW!We also can gt the chance to see DOUBLE RAINBOW!!!Today's really lucky loh.The rainbow really v nice,beautiful.

Double rainbow =)

Went home after saying goodbye to Mr Tan.Thx yiting for helping me to keep my diet.Hahas.I lose my temper agn.Bt after awhile,it was okay le.Think i hav a slightly slightly improvement ba.

Hope for a better tomorrow. =)))

i am who i am
9:21 PM

* Thursday, October 2, 2008 *

I've decided to change.Decided not to argue wif my sis and mummy TOO MUCH.Today is the 1st day.I wanted to maintain tis for a month.I try.Sometimes my stupid sis sae things,i also mus argue back de mah.

Went for breakfast wif papa n mummy.Actually i was feeling alright de until after they almost finish buying things then i lik headache,always wanted to go home.Bt papa sae want to buy chicken and dunno where mummy went to.I lik buay tahan de.Lik so giddy.Bt i nv show lah.

Jus now papa called asked me to eat the pear said it's good to cure heati-ness.And ordered me MUST eat the pear.MUST.Papa jus called and asked me to eat pear?I was lik so touched lah.Bt the pear lik so huge.Initially wanna share wif sis bt she dun wan,so i jus eat it all by MYSELF.Now my stomach filled wif water.BLOATED

Both yiting and me were lik talking bout oldies songs lik "uptown girl" "my love" "one love" "mambo no.5".I used to lik "mambo no.5".Always makes me so high de.Hahas.

Gonna slp early,wanna hav tis habit of slp early(i noe now not tat early lah).Nitez

i am who i am
11:46 PM

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Although i dun lik the way she talked to me,bt i cant admit tat her words were correct,mayb not totally.

Wenever i went to an event lik camp or change to a new environment.I changed,not to the better side,bt to the worse side.After poly,my lifestyle totally turned upside down,i think i've become much more hot tempered.I cant control my temper.I dun wan lik tis.

I dun wan to slp late during sch days.It will makes me hot tempered and not pay attention to anything.It's quite scary.I wan to return back to the real usual me.

I dunno why wen mummy jus nag at me,i will easily lose my temper.Im scared tat i'll become any monster n will say or do anything to harm my family.

I wan to go back to my usual self!!!

i am who i am
11:54 AM