Everything is piling up today. I tot I can handle it through~~

I broke up. I cant take it anymore.I wanted to vent it ALLLL out bt I cant. I noe the consequences so i cant.

Tis is terribly aweful!!!!! How can i tell???? Nobody!!!

I allowed my tears and my deep breathing to let it out. It feels better, it feels good.
=)

Tml will be a better day! :)

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I miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you............................................

I really misses u alottttttttttttttt

I didnt realise tat jus ur name the impact can be so huge. Mayb i too long nv hear someone calling tis name. So wen i heard it, i feel so uneasy.

Hope u are doing well. I hope u are n will be. :)

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我现在才发现到原来我早已经不喜欢你了。

我对你而言什么都不是。但你对我而言，却是一个早已经待在我心里，无法取代的人了。

我对你没有了感情，没有了爱情。对我来说，你很特别，没有人可以取代你。

有时我真的很想去恨你，讨厌你。但是我就是做不到。

尽管我们已经没有再联络了，但是我想我不会也没有那么容易就把你给忘了。

朋友，我会永远记得你的，我会永远记得我们曾经一起聊天，一起做的事，和一起去的地方。

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WTF!
1st is the 1st daughter.Now 2nd daughter.
U biasness is way to obvious le ba.
I've already told u last night then wat u said today.U can jus tell me.U no need to tell anyone else.Jus str tell me in my face lah.

Now wat.Sry im not a son.Im not a v good child.Can?

Watever lah.Jus treat ur son better.Forgt bout ur other children lah.Forgt bout it lah.
Ya lah, ur son better lah.More independent, care for the family, save money. Good tat u gt a good son okay? U onli hav a good child okay?

If u care to reflect, look how bias u are.Jus reflect.


I always sae in a joking manner, bt sometimes i really really dun lik.
Both the son n daughter did the same thing.Bt wtf, the son gt the praises, the daughter gt nth, literally NOTHING!
Why izzit so different.Why mus 重男轻女.
I believe u all are old and mature enough to know wat is balance.Or do u seriously need a mirror to seriously hav a good look of urself.

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Alot ppl tot tat im always lacking of confidence.Yes,i wont deny it.After some lecturing from my frends,i've changed,seriously,i've changed.

Mayb in the eyes of other im still one w/o much confidence and someone hu is easily lose in a arugement.

Dun underestimate me agn.Im not the same anymore.Sometimes i just dun wan to spoil things.

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Foul mood foul mood super foul mood~~~~~~~~~~

I dun wan to post in FB, i vent to others too much, they will think i v noisy.So i post it here.


Foul mood coz today gt back CT result.I came to a conclusion wen i noe my n other's result.Im really those type cant study de.Really.Although i didn't flunk all,bt i think my result lik shit. Okay, i flunked 2 modules.Of coz the mood down de lah.Sianz lah,wat to do~~~ work hard lah.Really v scared pdd lah, lik serious!!

Okay, other than foul mood, i was angry, bu shuang too.

Okay lah, i noe im not clever as u lah. I noe whr i stand. All i noe. Bt pls, both of u, knowing that my results are not better than urs, not need to talk bout me de rite? Tis is personal attack + it's so freaking rude.

I noe both of u are happy wif the results u all gt, bt can be more considerate abit?lik jus abit? Pls think wat u sae before u open ur mouth & speak.

To someone~~~
What u said today is ACTUALLY VERY HURTFUL!! Do be in my situation and think, pls. U do hav brain for study, why not for tis? I can jus str in ur face and directly shoot u back and i dare. Bt why didn't i? Coz i dun wan to embarassed.
I already noe wat i said jus now u already cant go on continue the convo, so u act lik so extreme.
I always dunno u are sucha person. Hu cares how good u score. So wat u scored better than me. I still gt frends whose grades much much more better than u do.
I dunno if u are out of kind to say these words. I can giv u my gpa, i can giv u my grades. U really think ppl do really 稀罕 for all these?? Do u really think so?
I doubt so, seriously i doubt so.

To someone 2~~~
I noe u better, so i understand. Bt can u from now learn how to speak w/o hurting others feelings? Lik talking bout money, results, r/s. These few topics are super duper sensitive among ppl. Pls use words wif cautious, if not u might accidentally hurt the person u initially didn't wan to.


I really dunno if i really wan to continue on science or not. It's really v difficult to study ESPECIALLY im not those hard core study type.

At a very moment, my mind is blank, i dunno whr to head in the future.

I feel lik crying bt i cant, i dunno why bt i cant.

I feel so numb rite now. I need a bunch of frends tgt, enjoying. Suddenly, i miss frends, i miss the enjoyable moment tgt.
I wan those smiles, those laughters spent wif my frends back~~~

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A sudden urge to blog

Thingssssss happen for ~3 months.Unpleasant,pleasant stuffs happen.

Anyways,wat happens,happened.I always told myself tis to make me feel better.

I really hav a turn into:
- a fanatic kpop fan (suju n shinee :) )
- a person will at least train herself once a wk(seriously)
- an improved person. (this is wat i tot)

Slowly,my life is gradually organized. Although there's projssss n stressss going on,i seem to catch up wif things (although sometimes last min work). I can listen n understand during lecture. Currently for now,there's not much a difficulty in studies (currently lah).

I always treasure tis grp of frends.Sometimes hav a mini gathering.Bt recently it seemed lik the dist is getting further n further. Somehow,i really wonder do friendships last long,i mean real long tat kind?

I wonder...

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